Category Archives: Fears

QUESTIONS HAVE ANSWERS

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Beloved,

I don’t know if you know about my journey with my knee.  I tore the meniscus in it 15 years ago, had the arthroscopic surgery but still have been in pain.  Arthritis and bone on bone has set in and gradually I have been losing my freedom to walk or stand as much as I would prefer to.  I cannot have knee replacement because I can’t take pain killers or anti-biotics. Recently I listened two hours a day to an episode on stem cell research.  My hopes have been raised and I have been doing some research of my own to find a practitioner in the US rather than leaving the country which is what many have been doing.  The stem cell procedure is varied depending upon your need and also how much you wish to pay as our insurance companies do not pay for any of this.

I am excited, eager and yet have some trepidation about all of this.  I called one company and spent last weekend filling out the endless questionnaire to give background to my medical circumstance. I had to call them back and ask how I could fill it out on the computer so I could email it back to them. Guess what, I succeeded in doing so.  I was called and given two choices, two different prices and one was in NY City and the other here in Massachusetts. This morning I received a call from the doctor’s office and they have set me up to have a phone consult with the doctor next week.  All of this sounds simple but it requires me to make some decisions about which procedure to have done. There is a big difference in price.  Please say a prayer for me that I am able to surrender to my highest good in my heart brain and not let my mind succumb to fear of the unknown.

For years, since the first rocket went to the moon, I have been asking the same question over and over again but not able to find the answer.  It just didn’t make sense to me that we could send all these space crafts into orbit and then they travel for many years without a gas station around to refuel. This article answers my question to an extent and I know that some humans have had the answers all along but now they are letting it out to us, the public. This is just the beginning folks.A simple daily prayer by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles that can give you many moments of inner peace.

I asked myself this question and it raised a lot more questions in my myself until I could no longer question.  It led me to a place I had not been before and made me think differently about what was going on around me.

https://spiritlibrary.com/videos/jim-self/artificial-intelligence-ai-and-the-soul-morning-conversations

When I read Richard Rohr’s morning meditation, I found the answer and it was simple.  I just had to share it with you.

https://cac.org/living-peacefully-on-earth-2018-03-09/

Can you imagine learning a new song in a different language in under an hour?  I don’t really know if I could do it but I certainly would be willing to try. Would you?  This is a great example of what we humans can do if we are willing to join with others who speak differently than we do. And….it was beautiful to listen to and “feel” the song even when I did not understand the words.

 

RELIEVE FEAR

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Beloved,

This full moon was very potent for me.  Yesterday, I was preparing for my son to come over so he and I could see the pictures of my birthday party on my computer when I did something so stupid.  I noticed my key board was quite dusty and dirty and I did not want him to see that so I took a cloth and ran over it to wipe off the dust and smudges.  Guess what?  I forgot to shut off my computer!!!  With me pressing so many buttons, I sent my computer into a mode that I did not recognize.  I panicked even though I tried very hard to keep my composure and get into the zone because I know that fear only creates fear.  I played around with it for about 10 minutes but realized that the all the buttons I knew how to work just weren’t there.  I did not know what to push so I shut my computer down hoping it would fix itself but it didn’t so I shut it down again. I tried to find where I could have computer go to a prior date but no luck. What was I going to do as my son knows even less than I do about operating a computer.

Finally, I decided to call my beloved angel friend, Barry Costa in Maine at 2 minutes to nine and told him what I had done.  Barry is an artist, website developer and a single dad. He had a client appointment at nine but he graciously offered to see what I had done.  He told me to press the window button (he also had to tell me where it was) and then to type in team viewer which lets him into my computer and see what it is doing.  In a matter of 2 minutes he had it up and running again. I can’t properly describe my relief but after a few minutes, I was able to breathe. Then I concentrated on letting my heart slow down which took a while.

It was an experience I was not expecting.  Thanks to Barry’s support, using my computer is a much simpler task so this situation was an eye opener for me as to just how little I know about this computer that gives me so much freedom. As I sat at this now perfectly running machine, I came to a deep understanding that I really do not understand it. As long as I remember which button to press I am fine.  But what do I do when the button is not there?  The machine is completely useless to me.  To top it off, I am so panicked that I could not access my spiritual guidance either. This was certainly an epic moment for my ego. I had no choice but to ask for help.

I received a gift though, a gift through a young man who was so busy and took the time to help me. I had the chance to be very grateful that I have someone like him in my life. What a reminder he is and I hope to repay him by paying it forward.  Not with computer help, though. It is thanks to his generosity that I am able to still send you my newsletters which give me an opportunity to share what I discover.  It is a great world after all.

Since I am laughing at myself, I thought I would share this video with you. What a  metaphor  this is for me.  I admire his laughter throughout this situation and it is contagious.

This article blew me away.  I know this is in the future but just to know what is right around the corner, keeps us looking forward. To top it off, to be able to do bifocals seems like fiction.

This is a solution that I never even considered.  What do you think?

http://www.spiritofchange.org/politics-community/Two-Simple-Laws-Could-Solve-Americas-Epidemic-Of-Violence/

This is a side of Matt Kahn that I never knew.  It is so easy to think that other speakers, channelers and spiritual teachers who have their gifts from childhood, do not go through the dark night of the soul. I am learning that it is even much harder for them because they have to overcome their own natural instinct in order to be accepted. Check this video out and see what I mean. Surviving Your Family Dynamic.

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Lee Harris’ March Energy Update with a clip of the Light Warrior.

https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/lheblog/march2018

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com

DOES AGE MATTER?

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Beloved,

I celebrated my 80th birthday this past week.  Age has never meant much to me and I am truthful when asked my age but I had an AHA moment when I received a birthday card from a friend.  IT HAD A HUGE 80 RIGHT ON THE FRONT. When I read that, my immediate reaction was: “I am not that old, I do not feel that old, how can I be that old.”  Until I was faced with that fact in black and white, I had been in neutral.  See how much power the printed word or numbers have.  I was immediately sent back to my beliefs about being 80.  When do we make these beliefs in our minds?  Usually when we are children and to a child, 80 in soooo old.  Then we see our parents and grandparents age and the deep impression of what “old” is implanted in our brains. In our young minds, we will never get “that” old and we don’t worry about it because we are taking our youth for granted.

I have never had a birthday party so I decided I would throw one for myself with my immediate family.  I thought about having it catered but then my son reminded me of all the clean-up I would need to do afterwards. I decided to go to my favorite restaurant, Diane’s Villa Nova in Holland, Ma.  It is an Italian family run restaurant whose chef is very familiar with cooking Gluten Free meals as he needs to be gluten free also. I need to be GF and I have children, grandchildren and a great grandson who also need to be gluten free. Yet, all the “regular “eaters were captivated with their food also. I used my age as a good reason for us all to get together as it had been 15 years since we had all been together at the same time.

Diane had bought me a beautiful floral arrangement for our table and my granddaughter had brought me orchids.  The table was so full with us that we needed to put the flowers aside but they were beautiful. I even got serenaded by my family and a team of young basketball players who were having a party of their own.  My kids surprised me by hiring a friend of my granddaughter’s to take pictures of the occasion.  That was the best gift they could have given me as we are all going to receive a CD and we can have any or all of them printed out. I don’t have the CD yet but I am eager to see what it will show.  I really want a picture of all of us together that I can put up on the wall.

Why do so many of us humans put off getting together with our families except maybe for the holidays?  Is it because when we get together, there is still the competition, rivalry and jealousy that we felt as a child?  Let me tell you that when you get to my age, there is none of that. What is left is the joy in seeing yourself in the different ages that sit at your table and you remember just what it felt like when you were young and at that stage of life. No matter what drama is playing out, the feelings are still the same as when you were young. No matter what you think about the “times” we are in, so much remains the same.

Bob Dylan returns to the Orpheum Theatre in Minnesota to perform an updated version of “The Times They Are A-Changin’.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZ9drv78dCQ&feature=youtu.be

Your reality changes as your age changes. Age is when you realize that all in the past was as it was meant to be in order to get the wisdom that you have today.  Check out this wisdom: Control Your Reality by Esther (Abraham) Hicks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeUb9K5AiN0

Times are a-changing and with that, new developments are being made. Dementia and Alzheimer’s are right at the forefront of most symptoms of aging. My aunt and my mom had dementia and so I have personal experience of that torment but guess what?  A cure is on its way and this is just the beginning.  Hope is right here and  changes  are right around the corner.

With the Olympics hoopla going on, there is so much proof that age is not a factor.  A mom won a gold medal, how about that for change. I am so proud and full of hope for humanity when I see what the younger ones are doing. Here is proof again of what the younger generation is bringing to the whole planet.  Check this out and smile as these young ones bring so much joy and hope.

I just had to send this to you.  Notice the expression on the little critter’s face. It took a big, tough cop to bring compassion and laughter to thissituation.


Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com