SORROW, GRIEF, ANGER, LOVE

Beloved.

This is not the newsletter I was hoping to send you this morning.  I went to see the doctor about stem cell therapy for my knee yesterday and got quite the surprise I was not expecting.  I only got to see a nurse practitioner and not the doctor that I was expecting to see. I had been told by the doctor over the phone that there would be consultation with him and his team and we would decide the best avenue for me to take as there are three options to choose from as well as three prices. The nurse practitioner focused on my Multiple Chemical Sensitivities first and after much confusion decided that I was not a good candidate because they use Hyaluronic Acid with the PRP or stem cell in order to inject it into your body. She was not certain of the effect it would have although Hyaluronic Acid is already in our body but in much smaller amounts.  Had I been able to see the doctor, I am sure I would have received much more information or at least another path to pursue to reach my goal of walking pain free.

To say I was devastated is to say the least.  I tend to withdraw when confronted or shocked and my mind does not give me good directions until I have time to ponder it.  I felt sorrow yesterday and did my crying.  It is OK to feel sorrow and allow yourself to feel it.  Today, I feel anger and can focus more clearly on what happened. No matter why you are feeling sorrow or sadness, there is a progression of different emotions before you can clear it out of your psyche. I sent an email to the doctor this morning about my experience, just in case he was not aware of it and the fact that I did not travel two and half hours one way to get to speak to a nurse practitioner even if she was Pasant. Yesterday, I was feeling very vulnerable and blaming myself, my body and my sensitivities.  In other words, I was feeling sorry for myself.  I am not any happier or serene today but I know in my heart that there IS a reason for this and I am not sure what it is. When I find out, I will clue you in.

Feeling grief and sorrow is universal right now.

https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/p/april-2018-energy-update

If only we had been allowed to cry and let it out like this little boy did, there would be a lot less emotional and physical pain in the world today.  This is what I wanted to do yesterday.  When I look at this, I melt in love because we all know what it feels like to be this boy.  He had an angel and so do all of us, we just forget that we get to be held like that when the world is too much for us.

Why did I create this?  This is a period of time that all secrets will be revealed. All that you or I have hidden from ourselves is being exposed so we can face it, deal with it and let it go so we can grow. The whole world is going through this and you have probably noticed that no one’s secret is safe, all will be exposed. I have felt for a long time that my knee is holding some trauma, drama or pain that I was not ready to face.  I just wish I could discover what it is so I can heal it.  One thing I do know is that blaming others will not help.  They volunteered to be part of our drama so we can discover what is hidden and we can heal ourselves. Our bodies were created to selfheal, what happens when you cut yourself?

What can LOVE create?  We are at our highest creativity level when we are creating for someone we love.  I think this is great, it’s supposed to be good in snow.  Well, it’s snowing outside right now so maybe it’s time I start thinking about another mode of transportation.  Want to race?

Happy Passover!   Jesus and Amma, Love at its strongest.

https://spiritlibrary.com/ann-albers/jesus-amma-resurrecting-love

A look into the not so distant future.  I cannot wrap my mind around it but I know you can.  Isn’t this a great invention?  I will have to learn another technical invention but I will be happy about the ease and cost of this usage.

I am still working through my disappointment but this little guy has the right idea.  Just ask someone to help you?  SMILE

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com

EASTER CELEBRATIONS

Beloved,

Easter is my favorite holyday or holiday.  It is such a symbol of renewal and rebirth.  Even the ground knows it is time to reinvigorate all the seeds that are planted just waiting for the right time to emerge and show themselves and the gifts they come to give.  Our plant kingdom gives so much to humanity that it is impossible to list all the attributes that we are privileged to partake in. I love the Easter Mass as we all receive a candle to hold while the lights are extinguished.  What a physical and emotional feeling that is to be in complete darkness with the church full of people who have come to share this experience with you. Then….the huge candle is lit and then the light is passed on to all candles one at a time until the entire church has a glow of candlelight which gives an entirely different aura than it has all the rest of the year. I wish this particular moment in time would last a lot longer but soon the electrical lights need to be put on so we can continue in the celebration.

Perhaps you do not know that the Gift of Tongues given to humanity on Pentecost is the same as Light Language used in spiritual circles.  All faiths or religions give it a different name but it is all the same.  It is language that our human ears do not understand but our heart does understand. I wish that all humans would recognize the similarity in all symbols and manners of expression used to express our devotion and have acceptance for each other in the way we choose to express it.

Here is a person using light language (each person does it differently also), see if you can “feel” the message.  After all, even babies have their own language and we love them, right?

This message really gave me a new way of looking at the Morning:

Today, I want to share a morning prayer that is meant to cut through our human tendency to fall into patterns and begin taking things for granted. It’s a morning prayer of reverence that was brought to us by Taoist philosopher, Deng Ming-Dao – and it is a powerful way to start your day.

I hope the wise words below resonate with you as they did for me.

All we need is the morning. As long as there is sunrise, then there is the possibility that we can face all of our misfortunes, celebrate all our blessings, and live all our endeavors as human beings. 

Spirituality is something that has become necessary in these troubled times. Yet it is inherently superfluous. We need it to remind ourselves, to bolster ourselves, to integrate ourselves, to fulfill ourselves. 

If we could simply acknowledge the mystery of night and the glory of morning, we would need neither civilization nor spirituality. 

At its simplest, life begins with dawn. That is blessing enough. All else becomes fullness immeasurable. 

At dawn, kneel down and give thanks for this wonderful event. We may think mornings are so common they are unworthy of veneration, but do you realize most places in the cosmos do not have mornings? This daily event is our supreme goodness. 

Greet the dawn. 

That is your miracle to witness. That is the ultimate beauty. That is sacredness. That is your gift from heaven. That is your omen of prophesy. That is knowledge that life is not futile. That is enlightenment. That is your meaning in life. That is your directive. That is your comfort. That is the solemnity of duty. That is inspiration for compassion. 

That is the light of the ultimate.

Stay curious,

Nick Polizzi

Founder, The Sacred Science

Here is someone sharing another way to look at the moon.  I thought this was so appropriate and we are having a full moon this weekend.  Notice how everyone was saying: “Oh, my God!”.  How often do you say this phrase?  It is used when we see in wonder at either a good sight or a sight we would rather not see.  Even atheists use this phrase but do you ever notice it being used? We are all more alike than different. Enjoy watching surprise and awe.

Being Easter weekend, you might be seeing many more children.  I am in awe of the way this man is teaching his students about computers.  What would your younger people think if they had to learn the computers this way?  To these students, this is normal.  Even the teacher considered it normal but would you like to use his computer?  This would be a good picture to show our children so they would really appreciate what they have. Our children cannot know what they don’t know and they don’t know enough about what other nations have to really appreciate what they have.

I just had to include an animal video, after all it is Easter.  Smile and share it to others.

Have very Happy and Blessed Easter

April Fool’s Day is on Monday, enjoy i

THOUGHT PROVOKING

Beloved,

As I send you this newsletter, I need to admit that I question the perfection of what is happening in my own life sometimes.  When I catch myself starting to complain about something, I try to change my focus and ponder what good will come of this episode. To be completely truthful, it happens more often than I like to admit. As for my handicapped knee, so far, the only reason I can find is that now I am more aware of the handicapped and the courage they represent. The path I thought I was on has changed and I still do not feel certain of what is in the future. I am definitely “learning” from all of it yet I need to acknowledge that I created all of this for some reason and then I have to surrender and say: “God, I don’t know why but use it to help someone else.”

Mother Nature has been giving us many reasons to ponder “Why”. With the advent of TV, we are able to hear about what is happening across our planet.  There is and has been a lot of chaos and destruction but have you noticed that compared to all the disasters, there have been fewer deaths than would be expected?  Earth is changing but she is trying very hard not to eliminate the human race. I cannot say the same thing for our political wars. I, for one, do not like watching all of the horror but at the same time, I see all the love and compassion that is surrounding the humans that have been affected.  There is more love, gratitude and assistance that are being born from all of this than any other emotion.  That is good news.

Why or why do we not believe in our own perfection?  What happens in our life is perfection in itself. You could not or would not subject yourself to all these tests and experiences if you did not have a Higher Self that knows what it is that you want to experience in this life time.

https://spiritlibrary.com/uriel-heals/you-are-embodied-perfection

Patricia Diane Cota-Robles – downloading the patterns of perfection

It takes a lot of faith and courage to hang in there for two years but she did it.  This simple method will help autistic children everywhere.

Three very innovative IDEAS.

I would like to see these butt containers everywhere.  It is recycling at its best and keeps our land a lot cleaner.

Another way that humans are stepping up to help Mother Earth, it is called recycling which is the best way to conquer our “throw away” society.

Who would have thunk it?  My only question is, does it give off oxygen like the trees do?

This you have to see to believe.  What an eye opener for us humans who never thought that there would be “emotion” in a bee. I know I would not be able to let a bee land on my nose so I applaud her.

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com