SORROW, GRIEF, ANGER, LOVE

Beloved.

This is not the newsletter I was hoping to send you this morning.  I went to see the doctor about stem cell therapy for my knee yesterday and got quite the surprise I was not expecting.  I only got to see a nurse practitioner and not the doctor that I was expecting to see. I had been told by the doctor over the phone that there would be consultation with him and his team and we would decide the best avenue for me to take as there are three options to choose from as well as three prices. The nurse practitioner focused on my Multiple Chemical Sensitivities first and after much confusion decided that I was not a good candidate because they use Hyaluronic Acid with the PRP or stem cell in order to inject it into your body. She was not certain of the effect it would have although Hyaluronic Acid is already in our body but in much smaller amounts.  Had I been able to see the doctor, I am sure I would have received much more information or at least another path to pursue to reach my goal of walking pain free.

To say I was devastated is to say the least.  I tend to withdraw when confronted or shocked and my mind does not give me good directions until I have time to ponder it.  I felt sorrow yesterday and did my crying.  It is OK to feel sorrow and allow yourself to feel it.  Today, I feel anger and can focus more clearly on what happened. No matter why you are feeling sorrow or sadness, there is a progression of different emotions before you can clear it out of your psyche. I sent an email to the doctor this morning about my experience, just in case he was not aware of it and the fact that I did not travel two and half hours one way to get to speak to a nurse practitioner even if she was Pasant. Yesterday, I was feeling very vulnerable and blaming myself, my body and my sensitivities.  In other words, I was feeling sorry for myself.  I am not any happier or serene today but I know in my heart that there IS a reason for this and I am not sure what it is. When I find out, I will clue you in.

Feeling grief and sorrow is universal right now.

https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/p/april-2018-energy-update

If only we had been allowed to cry and let it out like this little boy did, there would be a lot less emotional and physical pain in the world today.  This is what I wanted to do yesterday.  When I look at this, I melt in love because we all know what it feels like to be this boy.  He had an angel and so do all of us, we just forget that we get to be held like that when the world is too much for us.

Why did I create this?  This is a period of time that all secrets will be revealed. All that you or I have hidden from ourselves is being exposed so we can face it, deal with it and let it go so we can grow. The whole world is going through this and you have probably noticed that no one’s secret is safe, all will be exposed. I have felt for a long time that my knee is holding some trauma, drama or pain that I was not ready to face.  I just wish I could discover what it is so I can heal it.  One thing I do know is that blaming others will not help.  They volunteered to be part of our drama so we can discover what is hidden and we can heal ourselves. Our bodies were created to selfheal, what happens when you cut yourself?

What can LOVE create?  We are at our highest creativity level when we are creating for someone we love.  I think this is great, it’s supposed to be good in snow.  Well, it’s snowing outside right now so maybe it’s time I start thinking about another mode of transportation.  Want to race?

Happy Passover!   Jesus and Amma, Love at its strongest.

https://spiritlibrary.com/ann-albers/jesus-amma-resurrecting-love

A look into the not so distant future.  I cannot wrap my mind around it but I know you can.  Isn’t this a great invention?  I will have to learn another technical invention but I will be happy about the ease and cost of this usage.

I am still working through my disappointment but this little guy has the right idea.  Just ask someone to help you?  SMILE

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com

QUESTIONING YOUR BELIEFS

Beloved,

This month of October has certainly given us all opportunities for releasing all that no longer serves us plus the mystery of creation now that we have cleared space for the real you. The saga of creating space continues. My son offered to come and check out my sump pump if water started coming in but I knew it was not working right. It was humming but not pumping. I decided to call on Monday as 3 days of heavy rain were predicted and I certainly did not want to wait until my crawl space was flooded. Soooo, Monday morning I was planning on calling when during breakfast, I popped a front tooth so then my plans changed again. I called and they could take me that day so I spent some time taking care of that situation. I had no idea what to do for the 3 hours that I would need to wait when suddenly, in my mind popped the name of my niece who did not live too far away. I called her and we planned to have coffee. The Universe works in mysterious ways as the next day was her 55th birthday and her husband was home because he had surprised her with a birthday party the day before. He came for coffee also so it was a real treat to share time with both of them.

I got home 5 hours later and finally called Leader Basement (I recommend them highly) about my sump pump. They were so understanding and even though my annual sump pump checkup was in two weeks they had their man come the next day. My sump pump was indeed not working and needed to be replaced with a new one. I am at peace now and quite confident now knowing that when it rains, the pump is efficiently expelling the water from the rain we have had. It would have been quite a different story if I had waited and not been aware of my Guidancet to take care of that situation right away instead of waiting for someone else to make the decision. Trust yourself and your heart or gut when situations pop up. The more you go with the flow, the faster and easier it seems to be. What are you willing to release to make space for more of your blessings?

This is a good article of how our bodies and minds are reacting to the sun flares. It is always reassuring when we have info on what is happening and why since all of us humans are feeling it.

http://spiritlibrary.com/dana-mrkich/more-flares?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=7594200e85-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-7594200e85-120804410

This is another good article with insight as to why we are being given all these opportunities and more info on the Eclipses.

http://spiritlibrary.com/kara-schallock/new-moon-solar-eclipse-2014?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=7594200e85-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-7594200e85-120804410

To bring a smile to your face:

http://origin.library.constantcontact.com/download/get/file/1108552853158-248/All+Possibilities.pdf

This is a long video but so intriguing, especially in learning more about the past history of Egypt and what we believe. I found it to be mind blowing even though I still have more questions on the history of humankind.

http://youtu.be/HLwBmtwLhq8

Subject: article about document with eye witness acct of Jesus performing a miracle…Found in the Vatican

http://worldnewsdailyreport.com/newly-found-document-holds-eyewitness-account-of-jesus-performing-miracle/


Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com

HEALING JOURNEY FROM JOHN OF GOD

Beloved,

Wow!!! In 11 days off the computer, I am just back on and I have 274 Spam, 63 Primary, 101 Social and 257 Promotion emails. There is no way I could possibly read these to find some I think you would enjoy. Today will be all about my trip to see John of God, a healer from Brazil.

Here is some info on John of God so you might have a better understanding of who he is. He does not call himself that, he calls himself in his own words: “Just a man. I do not heal anyone. The one who heals is God, who in His infinite goodness allows the Entities to use me as a tool, providing healing and consolation to my brothers and sisters. I’m truly only an instrument in His Divine Hands.

He is a trance channel who allows his body to be incorporated by Divine Medicine Healers, such as Jesus (the Supreme healer), St. Ignatius de Loyola after whom he named his Casa (healing center) the Casa de Dome Inacio in Abeadiania, Brazil and many famous physicians. When he is in trance, he has no knowledge of what is happening around him. He will have no knowledge of you after he returns to his normal state. He is married and has children and by the way, he charges nothing for his services as he says he cannot sell what is not his. It does cost to fly to Brazil and your accommodations and food while you are there. You may leave a donation if you wish but he spends three full days a week doing his mission and extra time with the pictures and herbs..

He also allows recent pictures to be sent or brought to him which he prays over for a year at the Casa. The Casa also sells medicinal herbs blessed by the Entities for people who would like an extra blessing. My first time in Brazil, I took these herbs to prepare my body for receiving what I was asking for. I also ordered them and took them for the day trip three years ago. When we were in Brazil we drank Blessed Water every day while we were there and took back the herbs as they are lighter and easier to carry or ship. They are available for anyone who wishes them mailed to them after they send their picture. The herbs are like a prescription just for you. At Omega, they sell the Blessed Water so we can carry it home with us as well as drink it while we are there. Shipping from Brazil is costly.

The results of your spiritual treatment are likely to unfold over the course of several months. You can support this process by drinking water that has been blessed by the Entities. There is a soup that is made which is called John’s soup. I do not know why we always have this for meals in Brazil and at Omega but it must be pretty special. Perhaps it is blessed also. The menu at Omega as well as in Brazil contains no spicy food.

There are four Meditation rooms at the Casa but because of space, there were only three at Omega in New York. So, of course, there were some variations but serving 1600 people a day is no small feat when you are not in Brazil. I cannot over emphasize the healing power of the meditation rooms. A major part of the healing work of the Entities happens in these rooms. As we receive healing, our energies are also used for healing others.

The healings received in these rooms are sometimes dramatic and immediate. Sometimes participants will have spontaneous spiritual interventions and will need to be taken to the infirmary. Usually, however, the healings are subtle and sublime, unfolding over time. It may be several months later that they are seen in retrospect. Do not underestimate the power of this.

There are morning session and afternoon sessions. Being on time is very important. It takes time to build up the energy field to allow the Entities to incorporate in Medium Joao’s body; sometimes it will be an hour before sufficient energy has been generated. In the meantime, the healing work of the unincorporated Entities continues. Meditation sessions are different each time. Some might be blissful, and others challenging and downright painful, depending on what you are working through.

I went to Brazil for the first time 11 years ago. I had sustained an injury on my left knee which was very painful and I was scheduled to have a knee replacement. Instead, I chose to go to Brazil by myself to see someone called John of God. I was not at all comfortable with the thought of someone cutting into my knee although I had had quite a few other surgeries. My guidance led me there. Everyone wears white and until this past visit I had no idea why. Someone told me that the Entities can see what is wrong much better through the color white?? I was there for two weeks and on the very last day before I was to leave, I received a healing which is now called a Spiritual Intervention. This is actually an invisible surgery and you must treat it as such. You must not return to any of the meditation rooms as your Energy Body has been opened so that the current (energy) can work on you. Any other energy will have a disrupting effect on your healing.

It is much like a radio where you are listening to a channel and static is caused by switching to another channel. If you want to keep the clear energy that is just for you, you want no interference in the flow that was prescribed just for you. Everyone has a different frequency so it is imperative that you go back to your room or rest quietly for 24 hours. I knew I had received a healing as I FELT the shift in my knee and the energy brought me into crying very deeply. I would say that most of the pain was relieved and I was walking somewhat normally.

I was to fly back the next day so I did not get much solitude. I requested wheelchairs for all three flights so that I could give my knee and body the rest it needed but frankly, I felt foolish. There is no apparent outside appearance of surgery but you do have stitches inside as many x-rays have proven .There are scars inside people that show it happened.

Just so you know, I have always been cussedly independent and took pride in that. It was sooo difficult for me to ask for help and then to accept it. I kept thinking that people would think I was just lazy and taking advantage of them. These blessings are for inner healing as well as outer healing and my “not worthy” and “what will people think” came into my consciousness quite often.

Then, I needed to get my luggage, struggle with that and come home to an empty house where there was no one there to help me so I struggled physically again. I also struggled with people not believing in what I had seen with my own eyes, the miracles that happened while I was in Brazil to so many others. The next day, I had to return to work and so all the people’s energies there and the physical exertion took me quickly out of that healing modality.

I called the surgeon and canceled my knee replacement and also put in my retirement papers. I was so sure that my knee had been healed and I would just take some time off and trust that it had been done. I kept faith and know that my mental belief is extremely important that it is so. At the Casa, John of God’s healing center in Brazil, they say that the Entities do 25 percent of the work; the Divine contributes 25 percent and YOU hold the remaining 50 percent.

I am sorry to say that I did not get a complete healing but I was able to receive about half. I “know” that I was not ready to get my complete freedom back just yet. I went for one day to Omega to see John of God three years ago. I was asked to sit in the Entities Meditation Room for the day which meant I had strong energy to help the Entities but even though I was blessed and received different blessings then I had hoped for, again I was not ready for my knee to be healed.

John of God has not been back to the US since then until now so I booked all three days and although I could not get campus housing and I paid more for a room than I ever had before, I knew this was the right time. In fact, I asked for and set the intention for a complete healing of body, mind and spirit. In preparation for the event, I kept focusing on releasing all that no longer served me

Guess what? I got just that. I received a Revision of my prior healings in the morning session and was told after passing in front of the Entity to have an Intervention. After the First Intervention in the afternoon session, I went back to my room to rest for 24 hours like we were instructed. I started to get that unwanted feeling in my stomach and said: Oh, no”. Sure enough, I became fast friend with the toilet. I was releasing “all that no longer served me” but I did not expect to do it this way. For a while, I was really considering using the waste basket for a receptacle as my body was sitting on the seat releasing the other way. I would crawl back to bed spent, rest for a half hour and begin all over again. This happened five times and I was finally allowed to sleep for 5 hours. Boy was I glad that I had a private room for all of that. I usually always have a roommate but I was happily alone. Thank God.

The next day, we were allowed only to attend the afternoon session because 24 hours were needed after a healing. At that afternoon session, I was told to come back the next morning for a second Spiritual Intervention.

The next morning, as I passed in front of John of God (The Entity) which we can do twice a day, I was sent to receive a spiritual cleanse. We were guided where to sit and I gave no thought to why I was sitting in the front row. As we are all meditating with our eyes closed, all of a sudden I felt big hands on my head. I was stunned as the Entity, John of God was pouring its healing energy into me and I almost fell off the chair. Since we all have our eyes shut, I have no idea if this is a normal procedure or not. Of course, the tears flowed and I was told afterwards by my neighboring friend that my body was vibrating. She was the one who brought up that the Entity had motioned Josie Ravenwing to sit us in the front.

Since a different entity incorporates each day, I had no idea who the Spirit was who had laid hands on me. Later I heard that the rare incorporation of Jesus had happened on Tuesday afternoon when I received my first intervention and I “knew” without a doubt that Jesus had come on both sessions to bless me with his healing. How can I ever doubt that I have been healed?

I needed to drive the two and half hours to get home and once home I followed the instructions implicitly. I had bought a case of Blessed Water to bring home as it is imperative to drink this water, just as you would take any other medication. If you had a spiritual intervention, you are encouraged to drink the water undiluted. If you didn’t you can keep your supply of water going by adding 5 parts of non-blessed water to 1 part blessed water. Let it stand for eight hours before using. This is what I am doing since I am now officially over my 8 days of no heavy lifting; no strenuous exercise, running, yoga, etc. I had to have complete rest for 8 days.

Since I asked for EYE intervention, I had to refrain from reading, writing, watching television and computer use for 8 days. I still have 40 days for each intervention that I need to avoid spicy food, all energy work such as Reiki, Acupuncture, Healing touch, Massage, Tarot Card Readings etc. This is not a judgment on any healing modalities. It is a precaution to assure you have integrated the energy to the fullest extent for your healing.

My knee feels different than before, it feels normal. There is some pain once in a while but it is like the pain you feel when you have suffered a cut. I have had times of no pain. Even my arthritis feels like it is changing. These two I can tell because it involves pain or lack of. The diagnosis of MCS, Celiac, or Osteopenia will have to have time to determine.

Dare I claim my vision? I asked for a healing of my vision but I did not specify inner or outer. The other day I had a couple of visions of angels and a couple of times, the floaters in my eyes seem to have gone away. I will take all as I have set my intention for a complete overhaul.

I will say that I have a deeper connection with my Spirit Guides, Angels, Intuitives, and of course, Jesus and Mary. The sabbatical gave me an opportunity to remain open and allow their guidance to come through. My journey has already been a success by all standards and I am still expecting more to come.

I will mention the radio again as there are many stations, one as good as the other, but they all hold frequency and I have just had a download of a specific frequency for my body, mind and spirit. This does not preclude me GIVING Reiki which I am grateful for as there is a Wellness Expo which I am attending in two weeks and another Natural Living Expo in 5 weeks.

These days with no TV or computer or reading, writing and being at complete rest has had its challenging moments but on the whole, it has opened me up to a greater dialogue with Spirit and my Guides. Have you ever given yourself permission to do nothing but eat and sleep for 8 days? It is amazing how much longer the days are and just how much you miss being aware of when you are busy. It was a journey unto itself. The weather was completely beautiful for most of it and I feel so fortunate. How many people can lounge around on a chaise lounge looking out their bow window at the birds, the ducks, the geese, the water and all of nature? I found I could put things off without much disastrous results, like shopping, talking on the phone, cleaning house (although I am eager to vacuum) and eating from just what I had in the house.

For those of you who might be interested in sending your picture or a loved one’s picture or to get some herbs prescribed for you. She can take your pictures with her as she has done 123 journeys there so far or she can guide you how to do so. She is a healer in her own right, she is a Shaman. She is also in the position of doing the blessings and assisting John of God with the Interventions. She was also my guide for my first trip to Brazil. http://www.johnofgod-brazil.net

Please feel free to forward me any questions you might have. Blessings.


Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com