Beloved,
This week has been quite a confusing one for me and yet I received clarity when I was not expecting it. The weather has been sort of severe also but my confusion started before the storms came. It started Monday night as I had a real restless sleep, had to get up to put extra blanket on my bed, and then slept later than I had intended. I got up and even dressed in my nice clothes rather than my grubbies that I hang around in if I am not going anywhere. My son called me and we had a nice chat. Then….I could not figure out why I was dressed nicely as I could not remember any appointment or place I needed to be. I remembered that I was going to go grocery shopping before I went somewhere to avoid the storm that was coming but I could not get my bearings. I attributed it to the fact that I would be playing cards at the Senior Center the next day and that I had my days confused. Oh Well!
I then received another phone call and while on that call, another call came in and it was the Senior Center. When I got off the first call, I was really confused as it was not tomorrow yet so why the call? I called the Center to discover that I had an appointment to have a massage that morning and I was already late so they were checking on me. I felt so humiliated and upset that I HAD known all of that but my mind had just made such an about turn that morning that I was completely confused. I could not possibly get to the Senior Center in time as it was only a 20 minute appointment so I told the person to tell the massage therapist that I would still pay for the missed appointment when I see her in two weeks. It is a treat that I allow myself to have a massage twice a month for 20 minutes each. I felt so bad that not only did I miss something I looked forward to and enjoyed so much but that other people could have used that time with the therapist. I was embarrassed about my memory loss and also was in deep fear as it was a vivid reminder of my mom and her dementia. Was I getting senile too???
Of course, I know that fear only creates more fear which will only create what you are afraid of. We are creators, after all. My mind was in turmoil and I just could not focus on anything as well as being kind of in a fog. Reality was having a hard time anchoring in my present time mind. I decided to scout around on the computer to some of my favorite talk show hosts and opted to see what Beyond the Ordinary Show with John Burgos had to offer. I tuned in to Sandra Walter and her topic Acceleration of Unity Consciousness. To my utter surprise and delight, she had quite a gift for me. I had found the answer to my memory loss and confusion. It is called changing the time lines. It seems we have moved into the 5th dimension which I already knew, but she explained that we do this periodically until we are completely settled in to the higher dimensions. I am not getting dementia; I had simply stepped into another time line. Since I cannot pretend to explain it although my heart understands it, I will give you the link so you can listen to it yourself.
On this same link is the opportunity to access Meg Benedicte’s talk on Soul Embodiment which will expand on this even further. I cannot tell you how relieved I am and I am eager to learn more about this new awakening. I am turning 80 this month so I take my mind lapses even more seriously. In fact, I have never had a birthday party so I am giving myself an 80th one with my WHOLE family attending this Sunday. I am so looking forward to being with my children, grandchildren and great grandson as well as their significant others. At this age, time is the best gift you can receive from those you love. And… there will be pictures for me to be able to remember and perhaps notice parts of what went on when I was looking elsewhere.
By the way, to spur your eagerness for Spring to get here, I saw a Robin two days ago. I have a sump pump that removes the water from my crawl space and it created a hole in the grass which has become the bird’s birdbath and it was drinking the water. My golden finch males are starting to return to their normal gold color also, this they do in the Spring. I think these are better indicators that the groundhog. I am laughing as I sit in the sun and look out my window, I am surrounded by ice and ice covered snow. This winter has been one for the books. This last storm had snow, then freezing rain then snow again. I did not try to shovel it before the freezing rain and it is usually easier to remove if you wait. This time it did not work. The freezing rain did not sit on top of the snow; it enveloped the snow and made ice which was thicker than regular ice. My driveway is covered in ice that is too thick to chop. Yesterday I was out there with hot water making the thick ice a little more willing to crack under the ice chopper. I have to give credit where it is due and the sun was the most important ingredient in all of this. I now have a clear stoop, sidewalk and path to the garage so I can at least get in the car and drive over the ice covered driveway without falling. Before you feel too sad for me, we will be having 2 days of rain soon and that should take care of that thick ice.
Just in case, you might want to save this to look at when you are sweltering in the hot sun. It is quite an experience to see from the front of the train.
The flu has been hitting humanity quite hard this winter. Here is an explanation of why this is happening and what to do about it.
Here is Lee Harris’ Energy Update for February.
PEACE and VISIONARY AWAKENING are going to be hitting the planet in a strong way during February.
Many of you are going to find that February will bring a more peaceful energy than what you have been experiencing the past few months.
https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/lheblog/energy-update-february-2018
Happy Valentine’s Day! Would you like an idea to give someone for Valentine’s Day? Don’t forget to gift yourself first, you can only give the love you have in you to someone else.
http://www.spiritofchange.org/mind-spirit/Rock-Your-Valentine-With-Healing-Crystals/
Love and Light
Mary Grace
https://www.thewoundedchalice.com