SORROW, GRIEF, ANGER, LOVE

Beloved.

This is not the newsletter I was hoping to send you this morning.  I went to see the doctor about stem cell therapy for my knee yesterday and got quite the surprise I was not expecting.  I only got to see a nurse practitioner and not the doctor that I was expecting to see. I had been told by the doctor over the phone that there would be consultation with him and his team and we would decide the best avenue for me to take as there are three options to choose from as well as three prices. The nurse practitioner focused on my Multiple Chemical Sensitivities first and after much confusion decided that I was not a good candidate because they use Hyaluronic Acid with the PRP or stem cell in order to inject it into your body. She was not certain of the effect it would have although Hyaluronic Acid is already in our body but in much smaller amounts.  Had I been able to see the doctor, I am sure I would have received much more information or at least another path to pursue to reach my goal of walking pain free.

To say I was devastated is to say the least.  I tend to withdraw when confronted or shocked and my mind does not give me good directions until I have time to ponder it.  I felt sorrow yesterday and did my crying.  It is OK to feel sorrow and allow yourself to feel it.  Today, I feel anger and can focus more clearly on what happened. No matter why you are feeling sorrow or sadness, there is a progression of different emotions before you can clear it out of your psyche. I sent an email to the doctor this morning about my experience, just in case he was not aware of it and the fact that I did not travel two and half hours one way to get to speak to a nurse practitioner even if she was Pasant. Yesterday, I was feeling very vulnerable and blaming myself, my body and my sensitivities.  In other words, I was feeling sorry for myself.  I am not any happier or serene today but I know in my heart that there IS a reason for this and I am not sure what it is. When I find out, I will clue you in.

Feeling grief and sorrow is universal right now.

https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/p/april-2018-energy-update

If only we had been allowed to cry and let it out like this little boy did, there would be a lot less emotional and physical pain in the world today.  This is what I wanted to do yesterday.  When I look at this, I melt in love because we all know what it feels like to be this boy.  He had an angel and so do all of us, we just forget that we get to be held like that when the world is too much for us.

Why did I create this?  This is a period of time that all secrets will be revealed. All that you or I have hidden from ourselves is being exposed so we can face it, deal with it and let it go so we can grow. The whole world is going through this and you have probably noticed that no one’s secret is safe, all will be exposed. I have felt for a long time that my knee is holding some trauma, drama or pain that I was not ready to face.  I just wish I could discover what it is so I can heal it.  One thing I do know is that blaming others will not help.  They volunteered to be part of our drama so we can discover what is hidden and we can heal ourselves. Our bodies were created to selfheal, what happens when you cut yourself?

What can LOVE create?  We are at our highest creativity level when we are creating for someone we love.  I think this is great, it’s supposed to be good in snow.  Well, it’s snowing outside right now so maybe it’s time I start thinking about another mode of transportation.  Want to race?

Happy Passover!   Jesus and Amma, Love at its strongest.

https://spiritlibrary.com/ann-albers/jesus-amma-resurrecting-love

A look into the not so distant future.  I cannot wrap my mind around it but I know you can.  Isn’t this a great invention?  I will have to learn another technical invention but I will be happy about the ease and cost of this usage.

I am still working through my disappointment but this little guy has the right idea.  Just ask someone to help you?  SMILE

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com

BLESSINGS OF PASSOVER AND EASTER

Beloved,

Blessings to you on Passover and Easter.

This morning I saw the top of my kayak for the first time this year, the rest of it is still not visible. It has been hidden under quite a bit of snow but it is a symbol for me of the coming possibilities and joy of being free in the water: both the water of the lake and the waters of life. Can you ‘feel’ the freedom that is here now for you in this season?

This past weekend, there were quite a few families on the ice enjoying it while it lasted. It is difficult for me to believe that just 3 days ago, an ice fisherman was out on the lake even though the lake was starting to thaw around the edges. We had a couple of 60 degree days and there is now quite a bit of water at the edge and it feels like there will be no more ice fishing. It is a reminder to me to enjoy this moment because it too will be gone too quickly.

I am not sure just where I will be on Easter except that I will be the Lector for the 11:30am Mass.That is such a privilege for me. My favorite Mass of the whole year is the Easter Vigil, where all the lights are shut off and each attendee lights their candle. It is such an awe inspiring sight to behold all the candles being lit in the darkness and the stillness of anticipation. I will be at that Mass also with many people who come to celebrate with us just on the holidays. It is so wonderful to have an overflow of fellow human beings sharing in the celebration of the Light that comes after the darkness.

Holidays can be challenging for some of you, including me. Getting together with family for holidays can bring back some painful memories for those who have experienced rejection on such days. Most of the time, the hurt you experienced was not intended but it still hurt just the same. We humans do manipulate each other without realizing what we are actually doing. This is a tip for you to deal with manipulation. It is a good tool to remember, it is not just for family gatherings.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WcdU4ZvyE58&feature=youtu.be

Here is an answer to the question that is asked over and over again.

http://heavenletters.org/robbie-asked-god-when-will-the-happiness-come.html

This weekend is very powerful…for many reasons. Not only is it Passover and Easter but it has the energy of the Blood Moon. More info here.

http://spiritlibrary.com/rev-irma-kaye-sawyer/cosmic-weather-full-moon-report-for-4-4-15?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=6b6178c9ed-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-6b6178c9ed-120804410

Revel in the energy of the LOVE that is circling the globe. WE as a people, as a species, have crossed over the bridge that separated all of us from each other. Let’s take advantage of the peace that is going viral around the world to feel it ourselves.

http://files.ctctcdn.com/6a626ea1201/980cbef3-1ada-44e5-8e0f-f0c04bedfd0f.pdf

I will close by sending you the most powerful emotion of accepting the LOVE that is being given to you. Celebrate!

http://fb-18.worthytales.net/sing-great-thou-art-watch-guy-left-unbelievable/


Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com

MIND BOGGLING NEWS

Beloved,

Wow, the energies are off the chart. Each day is bringing so much to absorb and experience that I can’t seem to recall what happened yesterday that was so mind blowing. Sometimes it feels like a small occurrence but later in the day you become aware of the significance of it. Our minds and memories are not working normally (what is normal?). There are so many moments that I simply cannot go back in time to remember what happened, even to yesterday. Our past memories are being erased as we begin anew with new memories. That is a great thing. We are seeing things differently and with new perspective. What bothered us yesterday does not bother us today. Of course, it bothers us to forget things that were habits because habits are easy. Trying a new way to do things is more time consuming and we already feel like we are running out of time. We take the same vitamins every day, or we eat the same foods because it is easier than choosing and deciding on something new, etc… It is now time to slow down mentally and deliberately choose what feels good in this moment, even if it is totally different than you are used to. Form a new habit of consciously being in this very moment so you are aware of what you are doing, thinking or feeling.

Here is an excerpt from Elizabeth Jones who is a regular contributor on Jennifer McLean’s Healing with the Masters membership site.

MONDAY: ELIZABETH JONES – APRIL 7

Right now, we’re playing within a very potent and powerful time of celestial energy. There is currently a Cardinal Grand Cross in our solar system that involves Uranus, Jupiter, Pluto and Mars causing a sort of magical interaction that has the ability to directly influence all of us.

As Elizabeth shared, we’re at a turning point through an acceleration of energies that hasn’t occurred since the 1960’s. And, with two eclipses occurring this month, these energies are extremely dynamic.

While we may be going through some disruption or upset, the ultimate goal of this time is to release stagnant or stuck energies while becoming conscious of what needs to change and having the strength to do something about it. Sometimes, we just need a wakeup call and Elizabeth explained that we’re in the midst of one right now.

It’s essential that we acknowledge that these energies are here to support us. All of this is happening for us, not to us.

In order to change, we must break our own rules… Tune in and discover the insight that the energy in these months have to offer as you challenge the things that are ready to be let go.

This morning I did my meditation, exercised and sat down at the computer while eating my breakfast. I always start my computer time with The Hunger Site where you can click and give resources to many causes. It is free to click and you help 10 charities get more funding from their sponsors. Try it!

http://thehungersite.greatergood.com/clickToGive/ths/home?ThirdPartyClicks=ERH_040714_THS_m

Anyway, this morning my computer would not connect to the web. I checked all my connections to make sure my computer was hooked up because most times it is a simple “I forgot to” plug it in or etc… My son happened to call just at that time and the computer was wanting to repair itself but couldn’t. Synchronistics are so much fun but you have to be in the moment to be aware of them. He led me through some things I could do to fix it. I “restored” it twice and twice it failed to restore. Finally my son got off the phone so I just shut off the computer and restarted it again ( I had already done that twice) and VOILA, it started working normally. This is just a sample of glitches that might occur to you. The sun, planets and stars are sending energy to Earth and it is such a high frequency that our technology, mind and bodies just do not know what to make of it.

DO NOT LET THESE MINOR GLITCHES THROW YOU OFF TRACK.

Stay calm, breathe deeply and become aware of watching the event happen. It will soon be “restored”. My guidance told me this episode happened to me this morning so that I could “practice” being calm, observant, and proactive (not reactive) because of what is occurring in our world right now. Don’t worry about your memory because your brain is being rewired and soon all these energies will no longer “interrupt” the flow of things to remind you to “go with the flow”. Our bodies are changing from a carbon base to a crystalline base solar cell which upsets the apple cart sometimes.

This excerpt is from APRIL ENERGIES – FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELT!
by Patricia Cota-Robles

April 14-15, 2014, we will experience the Passover Full Moon which is always the first Full Moon following the March Equinox. This year on the Passover Full Moon we will be blessed with a total Lunar Eclipse. Eclipses are celestial alignments that bathe the Earth and all her Life in frequencies of Light that greatly amplify whatever we are empowering with our thoughts, feelings, words, actions, beliefs, and memories. As long as we are focusing on what we want to create in our lives, and not the things we do not want, Eclipses are wonderful opportunities for growth and transformation. This Eclipse will be an exceptionally powerful time to release and let go of anything that no longer serves our highest good, and it will provide us with an amazing opportunity to empower the patterns of perfection for the New Earth, the Divine Alchemy taking place within our Earthly Bodies, and all of our hopes, dreams, visions, and heart desires.

On April 20th, billions people around the world will celebrate the Resurrection of Jesus the Christ. Easter is always the first Sundayfollowing the first Full Moon after the March Equinox. Billions of people focusing their attention on the Resurrection of Jesus on Easter Morning will form a collective Cup of Humanity’s Consciousness. This Chalice of Light will provide an open portal through which the Light of God will flow to accelerate the return to Christ Consciousness which is unfolding within every person on Earth through the Divine Intervention of his or her I AM Presence. This is what Jesus meant by the 2nd Coming of the Christ.

Humanity’s return to Christ Consciousness is occurring regardless of a person’s religious affiliations or whether or not he or she even believes in God or the potential of a higher level of consciousness. This is happening through the I AM Presence of all of our sisters and brothers in the Family of Humanity because we are One and there is no separation.

“I AM my I AM Presence and I AM One with the I AM Presence of ALL Humanity. As I AM lifted up ALL Life is lifted up with me. And so it is.”

There seems to be a lot of discussion about whether Jesus was actually crucified and whether or not he was Resurrected. Jesus and the Company of Heaven have clearly stated that the crucifixion and the Resurrection were critical facets of Jesus’ Divine Mission and that indeed both events did occur. But unfortunately, as has occurred with most of Jesus’ teachings, the crucifixion and the Resurrection have been grossly misinterpreted.

Jesus was not tortured and crucified because we are so evil and such worthless sinners and worms in the dust that he had to be brutalized in order to save us. Jesus agreed to go through that experience because he wanted to demonstrate in a profound and powerful way that there is nothing Humanity’s fear-based human egos can inflict on our Earthly Body that will destroy the Divine Presence abiding in that body.

During his Resurrection, Jesus transformed his carbon-based planetary body into the 5th-Dimensional Crystalline-based Solar Light Body he would need in order to Ascend into the timeless, spaceless frequencies of the 5th Dimension. When Mary Magdalene saw Jesus after his Resurrection he said to her, “Do not touch me, my body is not of this world.” Forty days later, Jesus Ascended into the 5th-Dimensional Realms of Light and the next phase of his evolutionary process.

Jesus wanted to anchor an archetype and to model for Humanity the Divine Alchemy we would all go through in the Ascension process we are now experiencing as we move into the 5th-Dimensional New Earth. He also clearly demonstrated the Path of Divine Love that would lead to the return of Christ Consciousness Humanity is now in the process of accomplishing.

So much is happening that I would need to write you every day to let you know all the latest news. I am choosing the most diverse and informative so that you can be aware. This is from Aluna Joy.

http://spiritlibrary.com/center-of-the-sun/new-aura-chakra-systems-activation?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=5f88f82a8c-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-5f88f82a8c-120804410

This one is from Archangel Michael

http://spiritlibrary.com/expect-wonderful/april-eclipses-grand-cross-merging-streams-harmonizing-and-homecoming?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=5f88f82a8c-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4

There is a lot to read but just know, whatever you to know will be made manifest. I am laughing at myself right now as I KNOW that everything you need is right inside of you. But….we do like reminders so just let me be a reminder for you and don’t get overwhelmed with any “news”. Whatever resonates or whatever you are guided to read is exactly what you need. Let go of the rest.

This is another reminder to Love Yourself Just As You Are

http://healthierliving.me/famous-failures/

With all the holidays and activities coming up I wanted to let you know about the Discover You Wellness Expo that is being held at the Royal Plaza Trade Center, 181 Boston Post Rd. West, Marlborough, Ma. Saturday April 26 from 10am to 6pm and Sunday April 27 from 10am to 5pm. I will be having a table there to do my Mystical Readings with Reiki. My book in all of its forms and my CD’s will be there also if you wished to purchase them.

Have a Happy Passover or Palm Sunday and Holy Week.


Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com
Videos http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html