BOTH SIDES OF THE COIN

Beloved,

Looking out after a snow storm brings so many inspirations to me. I realized that this morning after this storm dropped over a foot of snow two days ago and now the plows are done and the streets are passable. AS I look out I saw the defined pathways of streets and driveways. I never noticed that before. Without the snow, we humans only notice that everything seems to blend in so we pay attention to what is in our minds. As I looked, I realized that storms, either physical or emotional, leaves a blanket effect on most everything. This morning I could only see the patterns of pathways (openings) because everything else was covered in snow and the walls of snow themselves obliterated all the other surrounding points of interest.

Is this what happens in our life? Do the storms bring clarity of which road to take? The pathways were so clearly defined that there were no distractions. I pray that all the storms in my life be preceded by the peace and comfort of knowing I am safe. I am inside a warm house with plenty of food being given the opportunity to rest while the storm rages outside. Yes, after the storm comes the clean up but it does not take long and we have an entirely point of view or perspective of what our world looked like before it was blanketed.

Just when I think I have peace, something else pops up that I thought I had dealt with and had achieved peace with. My first marriage ended because of my daughter being violated by her father. That was hell to go through and it took me a whole year to find the peace I was looking for I HATED him with my whole being. Hate is such a strong word and people use it all too lightly. You can’t hate until you have loved. The hate is as intense as the love was. I now understand the emotion of hate that had consumed me. It touched all who were in my life and I craved for release from it. It just wouldn’t go away as there were reminders everywhere I turned.

I went on a retreat being held in the evenings at my church and on the 6th night, I was blown away. The priest was a very diminutive figure, very short and of small build. All of a sudden, he began to glow and he grew in size. I was flabberghasted and I looked around the other people to see if they were seeing what I was seeing. They were not. I shook my head, kept changing positions but nothing stopped what I was seeing. All of a sudden, I began to cry, what Oprah calls the ugly cry. No one paid attention because at a retreat there is a lot of release which comes with tears. I felt the hate leave me and the love that I yearned for came back into my being. I could finally FEEL love which I had missed for that whole year as the hate consumed me. It changed my whole life and I was able to handle all the necessary affairs and get on with my life.

A few days ago, a woman who I know who is a medium, had a vision of my husband around me. I did not want him anywhere near me. She said: “But who is going to protect you?” I said: “Yeshua, Mother Mary, ARchangel Michael, ARchange Raphael, St Germaine of the Violet Flame and many others!” I did not like the feeling that was left with me. I still felt the violation of what he had done to me and my daughter and the memories sprang back up. I THOUGHT I HAD GOTTEN RID OF THAT. I could not free myself of the feelings of betrayal and guilt of not knowing the best way to handle things in that crisis. I would do things differently today.

Yesterday I was told that I had a Level 3 Sex Offender on my street. WHAT? That is an offender of children so the emotions came back full force. I talked to a couple of people who confirmed what I had just discovered. There are only three year round houses on my street so I called the one who was not housing the offender because she has two teenage daughters and I wanted to protect them by making her aware of it. She already knew about it so I did not go any further. Each adult or parent has to make the decisions for their family, my only concern was for the children and I just wanted to make them aware. Now comes the real work of letting the past go and with LOVE which I am having a hard time doing. I have forgiven my exhusband but love him, I don’t think so. I don’t even LIKE him. Darn it, I thought this part of my life was behind me.

I wish to love every soul as I know that every soul comes from God and is a part of God. We are all ONE so that means he is a part of me also. Can you see my mind and heart racing around? If this has come back, it means I have not completely cleared it from myself. I will play with all of this until I can come to grips with it and let my mind and heart be at peace.

What do I get in the mail today but this poem from Louise Hay? I am sharing it with you.

To “let go” does not mean to stop caring,

it means I can’t do it for someone else.

To “let go” is not to cut myself off,

it’s the realization I can’t control another.

To “let go” is not to enable, but to allow

learning from natural consequences.

To “let go” is to admit powerlessness,

which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To “let go” is not to try to change or blame another,

it is to make the most of myself.

To “let go” is not to care for, but to care about.

To “let go” is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To “let go” is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To “let go” is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,

but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To “let go” is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality.

To “let go” is not to deny, but to accept.

To “let go” is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead

to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To “let go” is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To “let go” is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To “let go” is to fear less and love more.

I am healed and whole.

I would also like to share a very inspiring Russian in a Moscow trolley singing “Amazing Grace” in a surprise mob scene(I don’t know the correct wording) for the passengers. It really does lift your spirits and make you smile.

http://www.youtube.com/embed/s_IHDJQudmo?rel=0 —-

I had some wonderful things happen to me this week also. This beautiful young man, a single father, took my computer and redid the whole thing. Quite a feat. He had some surprises for me too. He put the picture of a beautiful angel, white with a purple background, right where I need to put my password. When I saw it, I could feel the energy coming from it, I did not even want to put in my password because then she would go away. When I finally did, I was greeted with some of his original creations of art. They are all beautiful and very hard to describe but I will try. One is of course, purple with rays of light and what looks like a shower of stars or a meteor shower.. One which I call Christ Consciousness is purple ray background and in the center is what reminds me of a Monstrance, the beautiful golden carrier of the Blessed Sacrament in the Catholic Church. All of the spikes of gold with sparkling and golden rays shooting right into my heart. I have a hard time opening my computer because all I want to do is be enveloped by the energy coming from that beautiful painting.

Isn’t it wonderful that we have BOTH the challenging and the inspiring opportunities in our daily life. Sometimes it is difficult but the only way through is to be aware and accept them both as they are both liberating and heart warming. Enjoy whatever comes your way even if you sometimes have to step back into something you really did not expect.


Love and Light

Mary Grace

 

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GRATITUDE = GReat ATTITUDE

Beloved,

I hope your Thanksgiving was full of people, food, things or places that had you feeling GREAT FULL. The holidays are a season that brings up all sorts of emotional opportunities to expand your capacity to feel content with what you have or to inspire you to grow even more into compassion and acceptance for yourself and others. The season is also the catalyst to bring up challenges in the way we handle ours’ and others’ emotional and physical reactions to each other.

My Thanksgiving actually began Wednesday night when my sub pump alarm went off at 10pm. It is a system that tells me that water is coming into my crawl space where I have my electric water heater and all the tanks and electrical needs for my well. My first reaction was “who to call at this time of night?” I played with the possible solutions to this problem. I thought maybe if I reboot it, turn the power off, wait a few minutes and then turn it back on, perhaps it would start pumping again. Remember we had three and a half inches of rain after a long dry spell. I went outside with a flashlight and my boots on to check if it was possibly actually running but not stopping? No, no water was coming out either at the side of the house or down into the grass.

I finally decided to call the company who had installed it. The telephone operator took my message and said she would pass it on. A half an hour later, the head boss himself called me. He suggested a few things I might try but nothing worked. I am chuckling now as I recall how he tried to describe which screws to take off and how to lift the cover and then to jiggle the “float”. He finally decided I would need a new pump and he would come over Thanksgiving morning to install it for me. That is quite a caring boss who would interrupt his holiday to take care of a customer instead of calling one of his employees to do it. The concern was that the water might continue to come in during the night until he could arrive the next day.

It took me longer to fall asleep that night but somehow, “emergencies” send me into a different zone. Out of the emotional zone into my brain zone where my brain functions better, more logically rather than running around like a train in my head. I credit that to the daily meditating I do that increases the trust I have in my Creator and his angels, which includes his human angels.

AT 6:45 am, I got a call from my older son that he was quite ill so he would not be able to prepare the meal for us. He was so sick that he went to bed. My first thought was that I would now have a whole day I could devote to loving myself and treating myself to whatever I felt like doing. An hour later his wife called, and said she would be doing the cooking so all was on again.

I checked the crawl space, hoping not to find it full of water, but to my amazement the wetness had only increased slightly. Then the owner of the subpump company came over at 10am to change the pump. It is a very small crawl space and he was a big man, it was the first time he had been in my home. His employees who installed it and the one that came a year ago to replace the pump were familiar with the small space there is to work in. He was not dissuaded though and did his best to step down into the crawl space, bend over and let me close the door over him (as he could not reach it) so then he could at least have a little room to move around in. 15 minutes later, he asked me to open the door and he handed me the “NEW” pump. I looked at him quizzically and he said he tried one more thing before he dismantled the pump. Remember I said we had had a long dry spell? Well, it appears that a large air bubble had formed and was preventing the water from being pumped out. He was able to allow the water to drain and the air bubble went away. Hurrah! I thanked my angels and my human angel who was willing to come all this way to help me.

I had started writing to you before he came so I continued after he left. I was just about ready to send the newsletter to you and suddenly it was gone. I had decided to combine my newsletter and my Thanksgiving wishes in one but I had not “saved it” and I could not find a copy of it anywhere. I did not have time to write it again and I so wanted to send my wishes so I sent it without much personal writing from me.

Because of the illness at my son’s house, the meal was delayed an hour which was fine with me but my younger son needed to be at work for 1:30pm so he was not able to join in the festivities. I brought him a plate at his work so at least he was able to enjoy a Thanksgiving meal. With the other changes, I was to pick up my grandson to bring him for the celebration. I needed gas so I stopped at a gas station and when I got out of the car, I clicked to open my trunk and shut the door. Guess what? I had clicked the locks and now I was locked out of my car. I stood there and zoned out again. I could not call my grandson to tell him I would be late because I had not memorized his phone number. My phone. and AAA card was in my car. What now?

I remembered that three years ago when I bought my car, I had put a spare key under the trunk. I used to have it in the wheel well in my other cars but this car did not have the metal available for the magnet to stick to. I got down on my knees to look under the trunk but could not find the black box with all the black under there. A young man pumping gas in his car right in front of me, told me to hang on and he would help as soon as he was done pumping. He came over but could not locate it and he even checked all around my car. He finally said to call AAA and I thanked him for his help but still proceeded to check out under the trunk. I remembered clearly that I had put one there so it had to be there. In just a minute, I was able to locate it and the young man was relieved and so was I.

Off I went to get my grandson and I was only about 5 minutes later than I planned on. With all of these interferences happening, I was amazed at myself. It was like I was an observer of myself as I logically went through all the steps to a solution without the usual upset, the mind racing and not being present and logical. I did not feel rushed or guilty or any of the other emotions I used to feel when all these normal upsets would occur.

We ARE human and when a group of us decide to come together to share anything, there are always miscommunications, events that occur that delay or hinder our plans, unexpected occurrences with our modes of transportations and a jillion of other things that happen. Have you ever attended an event, party or celebration where at least one of the people attending did not have something unexpected happen? We are perfectly imperfect. That is the beauty and pleasures of being human. We don’t know what is just around the corner and the surprises that occur thrill us or at least give us a chance to be who we are without preparation. That is how “heroes” are made….by the unexpected and our reaction to it. It certainly makes life exciting if we do not blame either ourselves or anyone else for the events that present themselves.

My lake at this time, is very different to look at. Since the winds have stopped, the water developed a slight layer of ice on it during the night’s cold weather. When I got up this morning, there were no waves only a calmness with most of the lake frozen. There were still patches of water here and there but it certainly looked different and felt different. As the day progressed, the sun was out so almost half of the lake thawed out (it was only a slight film of ice). No ducks to be seen though, not even Oscar, the sea gull. I have NOT put my kayak away though, I never know what Mother Nature has in mind until it is solidly frozen. Then and only then, does my kayak get put away for the winter.

This is an article that holds so much inspiring truth that will open your eyes to WHO you are.

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Do you remember when I sent you information about the 21 days of meditation with Oprah and Deepak Choprah? Well, it is almost done and if I don’t get to listen to it that day, there is no replay. But they sent me this one, day 11, that is open and you can listen to it. It is only 20 minutes long with a talk from Oprah and one from Deepak and 10 minutes of meditation. I have so enjoyed these short meditation and perhaps, just perhaps, they are why I was able to smoothly attend to the little disturbances that occurred on Thanksgiving. Give it a try.

http://www.chopra.com/ccl-meditation/21dmc/free-stream-mr-day11.html?utm_source=nurture&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=nurture9

This is a fitting ending for the celebration of Thanksgiving. Ask and ;you shall receive. Believe (no matter how long it takes) and miracle happens. This is one of those miracles.

http://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/inspired/19yo-gets-first-thanksgiving-with-real-family.html

G.O.D. stands for: GRATITUDE OPENING DOORS

In appreciation of you, I offer you my gratitude for being YOU.


Love and Light

Mary Grace

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