Beloved,
How have your dreams been lately? I don’t usually remember my dreams but I have had such weird dreams this past week. Things that don’t make rational sense and with people that I know or have known. Last night it was about a lot of people who kept coming into my new home including three healing priests I know. Believe it or not, my stove had food on the top and in warmer drawers underneath with food ready for one and all at each moment? Since I have lived alone for the past 24 years; that was quite a trip. Everyone was comfortable with what was going on yet I kept feeling very claustrophobic although I knew and loved these people. I just did not want to have company 24/7 and expected to have food ready for all of them all the time. I was confused, do I sound confused? As I write this, I am getting the sense that I have always felt that I needed to be ready to give to all who show up in my life. Wow! I even place my furniture so people can be comfortable when they come over. I make sure I have some type of food so I can feed some unexpected company. I was not aware until this moment that I have done that all my life even when I don’t have much company. Perhaps it is time for me to always be ready to give to myself and when I am full, I can then share with the others. It sounds selfish but in reality, if I am not full, how much do I have to give to anyone else? No one asked this of me but it is something I have always felt I should do.
In my generation, women (girls) were expected to care for everyone even at their own expense. We were actually trained to think that way. I thought I had outgrown a lot of that type of thinking but evidently I needed to take one more look at it. This link will verify that humanity still has a way to go with that type of thinking and it is starting with the youngest generation.
http://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/lego-releases-female-scientist-set-7-year-old-girl-complains/
I was also brought up in the generation where there was right or wrong. There was no middle; it was one or the other. Listen to this video and feel a new perspective on the duality of planet earth.
http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/lightworker/the-beacons-of-light-august-2014
This next video brought me to a feeling of gratitude and joy. I hope it does the same for you.
http://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/son-surprises-mom-dream-car-watch/
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Love and Light
Mary Grace
http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com