Beloved,

I have been experiencing such deep sadness the last couple of months. Being human, I can find many things that are not to my liking or that happened in my past which would account for these sad episodes. I have been trying to figure out what it actually is that accounts for these periods I am having lately. One day as I wake up, I realize that I have experienced all that I could possibly feel in this lifetime and I am ready to go home, to the heavenly realm. I can find no reason to stay here on earth and no one would really miss me for very long anyway. I am not suicidal yet I feel that there is nothing left on this planet that I would want to stay here for.

So I get up and the sun is shining. Nothing warms my heart more than seeing the sun and the opportunity to feel its warmth. I wonder if in other dimensions, do we “feel” anything like the touch of skin or the taste of my favorite breakfast? So I set about doing my daily routine and look for something to do that would raise my spirits. What do I want to do? I don’t know, I don’t have the answer. I believe I am lonely deep in my soul. There is no one to do anything with, no one to bounce ideas off, no one who actually knows the real “ME”. But….who am I? Who is the real ME? I don’t know so how could anyone else know the real me?

I have been living alone for 25 years which seems just like yesterday. There was always some drama that consumed my time and attention; whether it was family or work, or finances. I felt like it was necessary to solve so many of these life problems. Now I realize that the solutions did not come from me, the physical self. Either all the individuals solved their problems themselves or the problems just resolved themselves in some way. I just need to be patient and all life resolves itself. I feel like it is taking a long time to resolve anything at this time. I am still waiting for this sadness to leave so that I can go back to seeing the best in every circumstance.

I realize that I have probably graduated from another phase of life and I am now in the space of nothingness. Like when you finally have completed a huge project and are now waiting for the next one to show up. I wonder what it is and when it will make itself known to me.

Ann Albers has good advice if you are in the void like I am. I am so grateful for these fellow earth travelers that share their wisdom with me.

http://spiritlibrary.com/ann-albers/i-choose-now?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=3cf9f53e43-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-3cf9f53e43-120804410

Here is a more humorous and down to earth practice that helps us create patience.

http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/eckhart-tolle/eckhart-tolle-waiting-with-presence?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=7ea5a10c5d-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-7ea5a10c5d-120804410

I was so pleased when I saw that John of God, The Miracle Healer is being recognized and shared with the Good News Network, I can vouch for what is said about him as I made a trip to Brazil to be with him for two weeks and that was 13 years ago. He comes to Omega in New York most years at the end of September and I try to make all three days even though you can go for only one day. If you get the opportunity to go see him, take it.

http://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/meet-john-of-god-the-miracle-healer/?utm_campaign=newsletters&utm_medium=weekly_mailout&utm_source=02-03-2016

Do you remember when I shared with you about the gifts of my friend, Cathy Olsen with you a while back? Many of you contacted her and received her free gift of a Light Language Blessing and many of you asked where you could find out more about her. She did not have a website then, but she does have a website now and I would like to share it with you. Check it out.

Click on the link below to access my brand new Light Language Website:

http://www.lightlanguageactivation.com/

Let me leave you with a smile, I laughed out loud with this one. I thought it was only us women who could not figure out mechanical tools. Psst: you have to plug it in.

Vacuum Cleaner

A retired guy sits around the house all day so one day his wife says, “Joe, you could do something useful, like vacuum the house once a week”.The guy gives it a moment’s thought and says; “sure why not. Show me to the vacuum.

Half an hour later, the guy comes into the kitchen to get some coffee. His wife says, “I didn’t hear the vacuum working, I thought you were using it”? Exasperated, Joe answers,”The stupid thing is broken, it won’t start. We need to buy a new one”. “Really”, she says, “show me – it worked fine the last time”. So he did (Click Here)…

https://videos.files.wordpress.com/Xblfe4qf/retired-vacum-cleaner_dvd.mp4

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Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com