SORROW, GRIEF, ANGER, LOVE

Beloved.

This is not the newsletter I was hoping to send you this morning.  I went to see the doctor about stem cell therapy for my knee yesterday and got quite the surprise I was not expecting.  I only got to see a nurse practitioner and not the doctor that I was expecting to see. I had been told by the doctor over the phone that there would be consultation with him and his team and we would decide the best avenue for me to take as there are three options to choose from as well as three prices. The nurse practitioner focused on my Multiple Chemical Sensitivities first and after much confusion decided that I was not a good candidate because they use Hyaluronic Acid with the PRP or stem cell in order to inject it into your body. She was not certain of the effect it would have although Hyaluronic Acid is already in our body but in much smaller amounts.  Had I been able to see the doctor, I am sure I would have received much more information or at least another path to pursue to reach my goal of walking pain free.

To say I was devastated is to say the least.  I tend to withdraw when confronted or shocked and my mind does not give me good directions until I have time to ponder it.  I felt sorrow yesterday and did my crying.  It is OK to feel sorrow and allow yourself to feel it.  Today, I feel anger and can focus more clearly on what happened. No matter why you are feeling sorrow or sadness, there is a progression of different emotions before you can clear it out of your psyche. I sent an email to the doctor this morning about my experience, just in case he was not aware of it and the fact that I did not travel two and half hours one way to get to speak to a nurse practitioner even if she was Pasant. Yesterday, I was feeling very vulnerable and blaming myself, my body and my sensitivities.  In other words, I was feeling sorry for myself.  I am not any happier or serene today but I know in my heart that there IS a reason for this and I am not sure what it is. When I find out, I will clue you in.

Feeling grief and sorrow is universal right now.

https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/p/april-2018-energy-update

If only we had been allowed to cry and let it out like this little boy did, there would be a lot less emotional and physical pain in the world today.  This is what I wanted to do yesterday.  When I look at this, I melt in love because we all know what it feels like to be this boy.  He had an angel and so do all of us, we just forget that we get to be held like that when the world is too much for us.

Why did I create this?  This is a period of time that all secrets will be revealed. All that you or I have hidden from ourselves is being exposed so we can face it, deal with it and let it go so we can grow. The whole world is going through this and you have probably noticed that no one’s secret is safe, all will be exposed. I have felt for a long time that my knee is holding some trauma, drama or pain that I was not ready to face.  I just wish I could discover what it is so I can heal it.  One thing I do know is that blaming others will not help.  They volunteered to be part of our drama so we can discover what is hidden and we can heal ourselves. Our bodies were created to selfheal, what happens when you cut yourself?

What can LOVE create?  We are at our highest creativity level when we are creating for someone we love.  I think this is great, it’s supposed to be good in snow.  Well, it’s snowing outside right now so maybe it’s time I start thinking about another mode of transportation.  Want to race?

Happy Passover!   Jesus and Amma, Love at its strongest.

https://spiritlibrary.com/ann-albers/jesus-amma-resurrecting-love

A look into the not so distant future.  I cannot wrap my mind around it but I know you can.  Isn’t this a great invention?  I will have to learn another technical invention but I will be happy about the ease and cost of this usage.

I am still working through my disappointment but this little guy has the right idea.  Just ask someone to help you?  SMILE

Love and Light

Mary Grace
https://thewoundedchalice.com

WHO ARE THE HEROES?

Beloved,

Happy Easter and a joyful Passover.

All of us taxpayers have received another great gift for Easter and Passover.  Because April 15th is on a Saturday and Monday is a holiday, you have until Tuesday April 18th to file your taxes.

All has been quiet on the Open Meeting subject.  I am so enjoying the peace again even if it is only an interim.  I told you about the Police Academy for Seniors that I am attending.  I am learning so many little things that are giving me a much deeper understanding and appreciation for our officers.  Yesterday I went along with a police officer in his cruiser for four hours as he was doing his duty.  Mothers, you know how to multi-task but I was never aware of how much multi-tasking is done by a police officer  in a cruiser. He was so alert and saw so many things including a car that seemed out of place in front of a convenience store with a driver that looked quite young.  He did not interfere while the young couple was just sitting there but checked it out after they were in motion.  It turned out fine but his skills are quite honed to anything unusual.

A young 18 year old girl was going 20 miles over the speed limit but it was down a hill and it was not on the highway.  He stopped her and only gave her a letter of warning which will make her think twice about going that speed again. What a gift he gave her because now she is now more aware of her actions.  Isn’t that what a good parent would do?  There was an accident with no injuries so I did get to experience going fast in a cruiser with the lights flashing.  It is amazing to see all the cars either stop or pull over.  It gave me quite a different perspective from that point of view. We were on our way to a bathroom break when all of sudden he turned around and stopped a car that had made an illegal U-turn. That action made me laugh as it was more evidence of his complete focus on seeing all that was happening around him even when he was talking to me or listening to calls. As we were sitting there, his lieutenant pulled up beside us and asked me how I was doing and feeling. The whole police station is interested in how we seniors are responding to this Academy. Everyone has gone out of their way to make this 9 week course very interesting and informative.

When I woke up yesterday morning, I contemplated not going on this ride along as I don’t like violence or riding in fast cars.  I went anyway because I am such a curious (nosy) person and like to experience all that life has to offer me. The officer has no way of knowing what will be coming for him to do on his daily rounds although I had to wear a vest and had to stay in the cruiser for safety reasons. I certainly was not bored and although it was very interesting, I did not experience many of the things that he has to do unexpectedly.  Thank God.

I was talking when all of sudden he made a U turn which is when I noticed a man out of his car and in the street hollering at someone in another car.  I had never even noticed that but the officer had and he took control.  He had both of the cars pull over and then one guy got out of his car to beat up the other one.  Then a female witness in her car pulled up and she was shouting. My officer called for backup as there were three very angry people and only one of him.  It took no time at all for 3 other cruisers to be there, one being the canine officer with his dog.  All of the officers did a great job at calming the people down but it did take some persuasion and some time for that to be accomplished.  These people were so lucky, they were given a stern warning but none were arrested.  It was road rage but there was no damage to vehicles and no physical altercation (which had been averted).  As the canine cruiser left, the dog gave a couple of woofs to say goodbye.

I feel so fortunate to have been able to experience 4 hours in the life of a police officer.  It widened my perspective and I have a deeper appreciation for what our police need to deal with in order to keep the peace.  Each event needed a different approach and a different solution.  Another thing that surprised me was that most of these people stopped after hearing only one Whoop from the cruiser.  I don’t know if I could stop that quickly after only one sound from the horn.  One offender stopped before the officer could even sound the horn.  I guess most people know when they have done something wrong and we were not in an unmarked cruiser either.

Do we take the time to show our appreciation to this wonderful men and women who take care of us 24 hours a day?  Out of the mouths of babes is a great saying and this boy not only said it but proved it.

Or this one?

Imagination is the secret ingredient in manifestation. It is something I am pursuing so I like this reminder.

Abraham on this same subject.  Boy, I need to listen to this more often. Hearing advice works better for me although I do leave written notes around for me to be reminded.

This really impressed me and others.  How would you like to manifest this way?

Love and Light


Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com

BLESSED ENERGIES

Beloved.

Today is Good Friday, I am sure you know that but I want to give you a different aspect of Good Friday. When I look at Jesus on the cross I have totally different feelings now than I had for so many years. It used to pain me to think of all the torture and ridicule he went through. My body would kind of cringe just looking at a crucifix and I finally could not wear a crucifix (a cross with Jesus’s body on it). I would wear a cross without the body as a symbol of the Ultimate Love that Mankind ever received.

Today, when I see a cross or even a crucifix, I am soooo grateful for the Love of God who allowed his Son to be birthed on Earth to show us the Way. We are all Children of God and we all volunteered to come to Earth and for one reason. To show the love that God has for us and to BE the LOVE that we all are (even if we have forgotten that piece). Humanity forgot who they really were so Jesus volunteered to come to Earth to prove with his own Love how to do it. It does not mean we need to be crucified; Jesus already did that for us so all we need do is to love ourselves. When you love yourself, you cannot but help to love everyone else. When you are full of love for yourself there is no room left for any other emotion. And….guess what? It is contagious! That is why everyone loves and smiles at children because they are pure love. The world has not put veils on their pure vision yet so all they see is love also.

Easter is my favorite Holyday even more than Christmas although I love Christmas. Easter is a reminder to me that I AM resurrected and ascended. A butterfly reminds me of this every time I see one. A caterpillar does not know he will be a butterfly just as a human does not really know who he/she will become. A caterpillar has to go through the dark night of the soul just as humans go through the dark night of the soul. The caterpillar becomes mush before the transition just as we become mush when we surrender to a greater Power in our selves. Then through a process that is still not understood today by the scientific community, the mush of the caterpillar becomes a butterfly that has to break through the cocoon, rest, dry the wings and then is able to soar (ascend). We humans go through the same process as we come to transform our thoughts and will so that we may soar with the angels. Humanity and our planet are in the Ascension process right now. We are pecking through the cocoon of the 3rd dimension and we see the light as we struggle to accept the 5th Dimension and all the abilities we will have to soar the heavens and have ultimate freedom which is the ability to LOVE ALL.

Easter is all about the ASCENSION. How Jesus died and arose from the depths. We also have arisen from the deep slumber of self-absorption to spreading the Love in our hearts to all. Soon there will be no need to give medals of Honor to the warriors who have shown the ultimate love by their willingness to save their comrades at all costs. There will be no more wars so there will be no need to sacrifice themselves. What kind of a warrior was Jesus who sacrificed himself for us? What kind of medal did he receive? At that time, he was scorned but look at all the Love he has received in these 2,000 years. He was the epitome of the ultimate sacrifice and he did it willingly so we would know LOVE WITH NO BOUNDS.

LET US SHOW THE TRUE LOVE THAT JESUS EXEMPLIFIED BY SHARING LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR EVERY PARTICLE OF LIFE EVOLVING ON THIS PRECIOUS PLANET!

Let us become like a child and this link will show you the simplicity of a child that is a perfect example of what Jesus meant when he said: “Let the children come to me. Become like children and you will inherit the Earth”.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MdcuaeYV9oM

Claim your Awesomeness

http://healthierliving.me/the-awesome-anthem/

If you would like more info on what is happening in the skies and on the earth and what it all means. Read this by Patricia Cota Robles. It also has information on the Cardinal Grand Cross Alignment.

http://spiritlibrary.com/era-of-peace/april-energies-fasten-your-seat-belt?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=b200a7f411-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_ef6a5211f4-b200a7f411-120804410

Let us not forget EARTH DAY on April 22, 2014. There is so much occurring in April with all the energies from the sun, the eclipses and Easter and Passover. Please take a moment just to send some loving energy and intention to our beloved planet.

http://www.earthday.org/greencities/

A final reminder about LOVE. That is what you are and who you are. Spread your Love around and watch to see miracles happen. Miracles happen even when you can’t see them. You have no idea what miracles you can create just by smiling at someone. You just never know but believe that it is true.

Click on this proof: http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/lorna-byrne/love-from-heaven

Have a wonderful Easter and Passover. Share the greatest gift in this world with everyone you meet….YOURSELF.

PS. Remember the Discover You Wellness Expo next weekend, April 26 and 27 in Marlborough, Ma. I hope I get to see you again and hopefully give you a hug.


Love and Light

Mary Grace

http://www.IAmMaryGrace.com
http://www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html