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ARE YOU MEETING YOUR DEADLINES?

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Beloved,

I need more hours in a day, time is going so quickly that I can’t
get all I want done. Does that sound familiar? Hey, I’m retired,
I’m supposed to have more free time. This has been a week of
doctor appointments three days in a row, with quite a few things
to accomplish which had deadlines. Today was the deadline on doing
something with my IRA CD which was mature last week and I had only
10 days to decide what to do with it before penalties ensued.

My week actually began last Saturday when this lovely young man,
Barry, brought back my computer all renewed. I had met him when he
stopped for a reading at my booth within the Expo a few weeks ago. I
knew he was a human angel the moment I set eyes on him which was
confirmed within the reading. I have a desk top computer which is a
Windows XP which Microsoft is not even supporting any more, that is
how old it is. It is so full of my book and all that went along with
it, such as the book in EBook form, audio form, CD’s, photos, etc.
I did not know how to take it off so I could get what I needed onto
a new computer. I also have a laptop which is XP but it is much
quicker on the draw than my desktop.

This wonderful young man offered to put Windows 7, more RAM and get
an external hard drive for me to download all my files on. He would
do this for free and I would only need to pay for what equipment he
would need to upgrade my computer. Here was a young man that I had
only met once and I trusted him to take my computer and do what he
said. You know when you KNOW.

He brought his young son, Anthony,9 years old with him so I got to
meet another beautiful young boy who is definitely an angel also.
Barry is a single dad so you know he is even busier than a married dad,
yet he offered to help me free of charge and he lives 45 minutes
away from me. I must remind you that I find it much easier to give
than to receive. His help and concern blew me away, I was so grateful.

My son and grandson unexpectedly showed up that day also so it was
quite a busy day as I was listening intently to what Barry was
trying to teach me about my new refurbished computer. I find
computers to be the most challenging thing in my life. Barry left at
8pm and my brain shut down, it would do no more thinking that day.

The next day, Sunday I decided the first thing to do was to down-
load all my files to the external hard drive. Barry had taught me
the day before how to put two pages on my screen (I had never done
that before) so I could see what and where I was downloading. After
a few tries and two phone calls to my son, I managed to get them all
downloaded. Phew! I was feeling confident and I had noticed that
there seemed to be no Free Cell on my computer so I decided to
Google it and put it on my computer. What could go wrong with just
downloading a simple Solitaire game?

Well, I tried several pages and I must have hit a button or clicked
somewhere because all of a sudden, CONDUIT showed up on my computer
and was my search engine. I called my son, Bruce and he said we
could fix that. After 6 hours of attempting to just that, it was
still in my computer as it showed up as my search engine. We finally
gave up for that day but needless to say, I was not feeling peaceful.
Why is it I can think of just what is needed to calm down AFTER
the episode is over.

I had done a stupid thing to try to download something and now I
felt invaded. In all my years on the computer, I had never had
what they called a virus on my computer. I would not touch that
laptop as I was afraid if I even sent an email it might infect
someone else.

The next day Monday, Bruce and I tried again. I had called and left
a message for Barry to see what he would suggest to do. Bruce called
Microsoft a few times because you get different technicians so if
one doesn’t know then the next one might. Microsoft called it a
virus but it really wasn’t the kind that might spread but I was
taking no chances. I only touched it when my son was guiding me to
do things.

I belong to a Pitch league so I went to play cards and then went to
Staples. The two men that I trust were not there so I asked another
technician what it could be and what could I do. He said they
would remove it but it would cost $150. I called Microsoft and
they said they would remove it for $99. Although I was quite upset,
it did not “feel” like I would have to go that far. Barry called me
back and had suggestions but my son and I had already gone that route.
Barry works with computers all day but does not have much expertise
with viruses.

The next three days, I had doctor appointments and other duties
called me besides, like trying to decide on airline tickets before
it was too late. My eye has healed and my vision is 20-20 so that
is good news. Finally, I called my granddaughter Holly, and
explained what had happened and asked if she could help. She said
she could so we proceeded to use LogMeIn so she could take control
of my computer. Poor Bruce did not have that capability so he
was stuck trying to explain to me what places to go to and then
what to click on for all those hours. This was at night and when
Holly asked me for my password for my new computer, my mind went
blank and I could not remember if Barry had given it to me or not.
WE tried a few but she ran out of attempts so we decided that we
would try again the next day, Thursday after my doctors appointment
and her and her partners two doctor appointments.

When I woke up the next morning, the password came to me as I
remembered what Barry had told me. Oh, why had I not remembered last
night? I was still feeling quite guilty about the situation I had
caused and all the effort others were expending to help me out of it.
Holly and I finally got together again last night and she was able
to get into my computer. It always amazes me just how quickly
someone can work when they know what they are doing. I really
was not aware at the expertise my granddaughter had. She is a
manager of four people at UMass that take care of the 1200 computers.
She went through all that Bruce and I had done when we removed 181
places where that darn thing attached itself but the one thing he
forgot to check was the HOME page. When she reached that point and
cleared it, my computer went back to normal. It seems it is some
kind of attachment that makes money for its owners by the amount
of places that are visited by the computer. By taking over the
search engines, it was in charge of the whole caboodle. Hooray,
I am free.

Today I had a phone appointment with USAA which my other son, Steve
recommended to put my IRA in mutual funds. I have as much knowledge
about that as I do computers so my brain was put to work again.
We were on the phone for two hours as I asked many questions then
needed to make many decisions. My IRA CD is at a local Credit Union
so they did not have the capability of “wiring” my money to this firm.
I needed to make a trip to get this all settled as my 10 days
of grace were up tomorrow. I would have ensued penalties if I had
not done so but it was handled beautifully and then was mailed
off to the firm. Whew!

You know when they said this was the time that everything we did
not want to look at, will show up. They were not kidding. I got
home at suppertime today so that is why this is late. I certainly
do not intend for this to become a habit. I like to write you in
in the morning when my brain is fresh and inspiration comes much
more easily. Of course, my brain has not had much of a rest this
week as well as the tension that kind of slows it down.

I wanted to use my new desktop to write my first newsletter to you
and I got on fine but when I tried to copy and paste, guess what?
I can’t find the buttons anywhere to do that. I have more learning
to do and acclimating to Windows 7. So I am back on my
desktop which is dependable if not slow, At least, I know where
the buttons are so I can write or paste what I wish to share with
you.

After reading all this, I think you need something to relax you.
Something that will bring your creativity to the forefront while
you just sink into peaceful bliss.

Love Penetrates All Obstacles – Nostrie
Tiempo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9TE50uuxlI&feature=player_embedded

Love and Light

Mary Grace
www.IAmMaryGrace.com
www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html

PO Box 403
Wales, MA 01081, USA
413-245-3977

ARE YOU LISTENING? PSYCHIC & BEYOND EXPO

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Beloved,

Whatever is going on, everyone is being affected. We can’t blame
Mercury retrograde because it is finished. Everyone I have been
connecting with are having computer glitches and also fuzzy brain
thinking. I KNOW there has to be a reason for all of this although
not a logical reason. Our hearts are taking over and the mind
is having a hard time giving up the control it had to take over
when our hearts hurt so much that we shut it down. The mind took
over what was the heart’s function but it was a long time ago and
now that the HEART is back, the mind is having a hard time going
back to doing ONLY it’s own function. Our minds are so important
after all are human, but we are now allowing our hearts to function
the way they used to and the whole apple cart is upset. The balance
of duties or roster has been altered and every function of our human
bodies is attempting to find it’s own place and be synchronistic with
all the other functions.

Have any of your scheduled appointments been delayed, or cancelled or
you are unable to get one? Even my Physical Therapy office was
having intermittent problems with their computer. It seems that the
schedules that we and our daily events live by have been tossed
upside down. Our minds are not functioning as logically as before
and answers are hard to come by. Delays and unusual events in our
daily life are the norm now.

I believe I mentioned that I had new exterior doors and one new
storm door. The storm door that I decided was still good enough
on the advice of my son needed new handles and Thumb screws that
hold the screen or window in place. Well, guess what? I could
not find a handle or thumb screw to fit anywhere and I could not
find my paperwork. I was angry with myself because I could not
find it because I am fastidious (pride) about holding onto any
paperwork in case I might need it. I knew it had been quite a
while ago but no matter where I looked I could not find it.

I could not even find out what brand it was, there were no markings
anywhere on the door. He took off the old handle and brought it with
him to find one that fit. He couldn’t! I bought one that might
fit and my son thought he could drill a few holes and make it fit.
He tried very hard but the latch would not catch, he finally gave
up and went home. The old handle was all in pieces and he planned
on coming back in a few days. I taped over the holes where the
handle should be to keep the bugs out….

This left me with a full screen door with no way to lock it and no
handle to open it. I tied a belt around it so I could push it on
one side and pull the belt on the other side to get in the house.
In the meantime we were having, I believe three heat waves in a row.
I had no air conditioning and this was my only screen for the living
room and the only way to get air when the temperature went down at
night with my kitchen ceiling fan helping out. This fan was clicking
and shaking up a storm and looking like it would fall down on top
of the table at any moment.

My son fell ill and could not get back to my house as he planned.
When I would sit at night to watch TV, I would open the inside door
but as it was dark, I could not tell if anyone was on my deck and
I could not lock the screen lock or even latch it. I had to close
it at night because I could not leave my home unlocked. This has
gone on for a month, one day at a time and one week at a time.

To make a long story short, for a couple of days I had been getting
nudged to check my fire proof safe to see if the paper work was in
there. You know, that little voice you hear but it is soft and
goes away so quickly. I finally dug through the closet and got
the safe out and started to weed through the papers. Guess what
I found? Yep, you guessed it, the paper work I needed. I keep asking
my guidance to speak louder so I will know it is them and yet, I
KNOW that I need to be more aware of it so I will hear it when
I am given guidance. This is something we are all learning.

I had purchased it in 2001 so it was 12 years old but I had the
brand now and also the serial number. I also had the phone
number to call which I did immediately. They had the record of
my purchase and knew just what parts I needed. I ordered them
and am now waiting for delivery.

My son called me this morning and apologized over and over again for
not realizing that he could have reinstalled the old handle but he
never even thought about it. Not knowing anything about handles, I
saw only all the pieces and “assumed” it could not be put back
together again. (like Humpty Dumpty).It never even entered his mind
and he felt really bad about it. He came over in an hour and I now
have the OLD handle on but I can deadbolt it so I can have air
and still have protection. He also fixed the fan which was missing
two screws to keep it up. I have been protected, I know!

Can you spot all the synchronicities in this scenario? What is a
door? A portal. And the handle? A way to enter and depart.
Enter and Depart what? Other dimensions or realities as well
as the higher frequencies which lead to God and Guidance. Also
a door to my future where I am pushing and pulling( a no no) instead
of allowing. Getting upset and fearful instead of trust that all is
well no matter what you see happening. Not allowing peace to be in
me.

Has this been happening to you but within another scenario and with
the same feelings? I will add another: SPIRIT LIBRARY. Here is a note
from them as they send out daily newsletters. Check out the questions
they are asking themselves. I believe it speaks to all of us and
with this note, know you are not alone.

Hi Everyone!

Wow! August arrives with a bang! …unfortunately leaving our
website completely down 🙁

We apologize for all the inconveniences this is causing but
main server blew up last night, quite out of the blue (blew?!).
Of course we do have a backup server but for some odd reason it
decided to blew up too… or to be more exact it’s about to! So we
are working against time at the moment to try to save all our data
before it waves goodbye.

As a result of all this the website has been down for more
than 12 hours now and it may take as much, if not longer, to bring
it back up and running. Again we apologize.

We are not sure what is going on, for a moment we blamed it
on Mercury Retrograde to soon realize that it was over. However,
from a brief chat with our lovely Sarah Varcas on Facebook, she
explained that from the 2nd to the 4th of August is going to be like
being under Mercury Retrograde again and that her own website had
been down too today. Many other people have share that their
technology is behaving weirdly in the last few days.

So what is going on?! Solar flares? Influx of energy?

Whatever it may be it feels like a wake up call for us. We have
grown, we have changed and what applied before doesn’t apply anymore
We need to rethink our ways… and this is true for our website and
ourselves. Maybe we have underestimated our growth? Maybe we should
have realized sooner that those old clothes weren’t fitting anymore
A mother knows these things really well. She knows when the clothes
and shoes for her fast growing baby do not fit anymore. It is evident
in front of her eyes, so she goes and buys new ones. What happens
it’s inner growth instead? What happens when we change inside but
we still try to fit into our old self every morning? Our bodies, our
faces, our lives still look the same at a first glance, yet things
are not the same at all.

Many questions have come up for us in these hours. Are we trying to
ignore our progress? Are we trying to remain small and dim when we
are a strong beacon of light? Are we still trying to fit tightly into
something risking to blow up? Are we still trying to hide ourselves?
Are we still trying to economize not trusting that life will support
us in our light-work? Are we still not going for what we really want
in our heart and making up excuses for it?

We know that there is something deeper here and soon as the
dust settles we are going to take our time to sit with these
questions. We can see how it’s been so tempting to blame it on
forces, especially the sun and it’s flares, but what if it’s truly
only reminding us to shine shamelessly and powerfully?

…mmmm…..

We know that every situation is a blessing in disguise…
but the disguise can be so convincing at times. so I did not readily
listen to the small little voice which was trying to save me a lot of
heartache.

We’ll let you know when our beloved SL is live again. Crush and born,
say. In the meantime to connect with us please come to Facebook or
Twitter… or simply email us.

Thank you for your patience while we learn and grow.

Wishing you a good day…

Ben and Mariù
Spirit Library

I want to offer you a video that will bring awe and peace and the
blessings of water. This is so. Enjoy
Subject: Niagara Falls

A different way to view. http://youtu.be/cfoLYTKObiU

Just to let you know, I will be at a PSYCHIC & BEYOND EXPO
August Friday 9th 6:00-9:00pm
Saturday 10th & Sunday 11, 2013 11:00am-6:30pm
FREE ENTRY

EXPO & GALLERY EVENTS HELD AT
Baymont Inn and suites, 20 Taylor Street,
Manchester, CT 06042

TOP PSYCHIC MEDIUMS & INTUITIVES
ENLIGHTENING SEMINARS OF ALL KINDS
VENDORS & BUSINESSES

It will be a lot of fun. If you go, be sure to stop at
my booth and say HI or even have a reading. Hope to see you there.

Love and Light
Mary Grace
www.IAmMaryGrace.com
 www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html

PO Box 403
Wales, MA 01081, USA
413-245-3977

LIFE’S AHA MOMENTS

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Beloved,

From the longest heat wave we have had in a long time, in the 90’s
to this morning at a low of 63 at 10AM. Mother Nature is claiming
her femininity and responding to the high and lows of the energy
from humanity. I am sitting here at my computer with a turtle neck
long sleeve with a sweatshirt on top of that and a vest on besides.
Brrr, even my hands are cold and they are tingling like they are
asleep. I believe our bodies need some time to adjust their
thermostats from hot to cold or they don’t work right. I could
put my space heater on, after all that is what it is for but I am
too stubborn to pay for heat in summer. Do you think if I went and
jumped in the lake I would get warm?

I am laughing at myself as I become the observer and watch my human
self make decisions that don’t make much sense except it is the way
I feel. I have had a week of AHA moments while I was dealing with
the mundane.

Since I have a well, there are more minerals in my water and my tub
and toilet get this deposit that kind of looks like an orange stain.
My toilet I can soak in products that almost remove all the deposit.
My tub and tub walls are a different story. Since I cannot be
in the area of any chemical spraying, I paid for a young lady to
clean my tub area with sprays and I stayed out of the bathroom. It
really did not work that well on the accumulated minerals and my
walls were kind of streaked.

This bothered me every time I see the tub area because I soooo want
it to look clean. Would you believe that guidance gave me one heck
of an idea? I mean it was that small voice that you have to pay
attention to. I never expected to get mundane help from above so
maybe my expectations are too low. I will pay more attention from
here on out. Guidance said to use Mr. Clean erasers??? I had used
them before and I had a half one left so I tried it. Much to my
surprise it worked better than anything else and NO spray or chemicals
that would set me on my heels for a couple of days.

So I went to the store and checked out what Mr. Clean has to offer.
It is an aisle that I rarely go down because the chemicals just
exude from all the cleaners. Mr. Clean had a pack of different
sizes and made for different jobs. They even had one for the
tub so I bought it. I couldn’t wait to get home to try it.

It worked so well and so easily that I was flabbergasted. I got
so excited that I whooped and hollered and danced up and down when
I looked at my tub. It looks so clean and it was something that
had disturbed me for so long because I felt helpless to do anything
about it. Now, if someone moves my shower curtain, I will not be
embarrassed. Not only that, but I will feel clean just by stepping
into my tub even before I take a shower.

Here is video that shows how excited was!

Hoarded Ducks See Water For The First Time….
Now this is something that will bring a smile…. These ducks were
rescued from a hoarder’s home; they had never seen a water pond,
etc. Mother nature definitely took over!!

Click below, and be sure your sound is on.
Only 2 minutes.

http://zanylol.com/ducks.html

Is there something mundane upsetting you and you feel helpless to
do anything about? I don’t remember asking guidance for a
solution to that particular problem and now I wonder how many other
solutions I had over looked. That guiding voice is so small that
sometimes I do not hear it or I think it is just my mind talking
to me. I keep asking guidance to speak louder so I will realize
that it is not just my overactive mind. Now, this has shown me
that if I am quiet, I will hear that small voice and if I listen,
things will go so much smoother.

Two days later, I noticed a daddy long-leg spider in my tub. It was
not a big one and I know that if a spider gets in your sink or in
your tub that has nothing but smooth surface, it cannot get
itself out. I was concerned because as a Reiki Master, I have taken
a vow to respect ALL life. I do not kill any insect except the
other day, I automatically slapped at a mosquito and killed it. I
felt bad afterwards but it was so automatic that I had not thought
first. Fortunately, I rarely have occasions with mosquitoes.

Back to the spider, I tried to figure out how to get it out without
the spider getting on me as I walked it to the door. One of my
biggest fears were spiders. My older brother used to close me in
the closet and tell me that there were spiders crawling all over me.
He and his friends once held me as he, one by one, pulled off the
kegs of a huge daddy long-leg and put them on me. No amount of
screaming stopped them. I finally conquered that fear by using my
husband’s shoes to kill them when they showed up and finally got
to using my own shoes. It took me a couple of years to progress
to the end of the fear and this was before I became a Reiki Master.

Finally, I realized that it would never be able to climb out because
my tub was even more slippery since I cleaned it. I took my bath
mat and let it hang over the side of the tub and put it down to the
bottom of the tub so it would have something to clime on. Every time
it got on the rug and I tried to pull the rug, it would run off of it.
Trying to help this spider was an exercise in realizing just how
hard it is to help others. How many times do our guidance and
angels try to help us and we run away? Because we don’t know what
will happen in the next moment, we stay in our comfort zone and
try to solve all our own problems when there is help just a
hand away.

It was quite a meditation as I was trying to help a life form that
God created without actually having to touch it. The spider
finally got up on the rug and I was able to fold the rug without
hurting it and I walked it to the door and put the mat on the
stoop so it could be free. Was this an opportunity from heaven
for me to realize that help is just a thought away? Or a prayer
away as we have free will and cannot be helped until we give
permission by asking.

Trying to help this spider was an exercise in realizing
just how hard it is to help others. We may be perceived as a threat
rather than a helping hand. Life does teach us a lot when we take
the time to listen. I am so grateful for these AHA moments for I
learn so much from feeling.

Speaking about God’s creatures, have the bears been bothering your
bird feeders? Have you stopped feeding the birds and miss them?
Here’s a solution. A bear proof bird feeder pole.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLmnTrD4j1c

I have not seen a bear in my yard but I know many who do. I think
I will stick with spiders, they are easier to help.

This You Tube site came to me today. It is Ervin Laszio, a
Hungarian philosopher of science, systems theorist, integral
theorist, originally a classical pianist.

Declares in this talk at TEDx A New Declaration of Love.
It is dedicated to the women of the world.
Warning: It is 19 minutes long but worth every minute. If you don’t
have time now, save it for later but be sure to watch it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkA_ILHfcfI

Love and Light

Mary Grace
www.IAmMaryGrace.com
www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html

PO Box 403
Wales, MA 01081, USA
413-245-3977