Beloved,
I was unable to get my computer to work yesterday and I was hoping
to connect to you on 12-12-12. This was another opportunity to
surrender and trust that all was well. I had EXPECTED to spend
yesterday in total quiet as I meditated and consciously allow the
energies from the Universe to envelop me. My higher self had
another idea and I spent a great deal of the day in frustration
at not being able to contact you through the computer and not
knowing why. Have you ever felt like that? I finally surrendered
to not having my vision of what would happen and allowed whatever
it was to have its way as I trusted in something within me giving
me a gift that did not look like a gift to me.
I have just come from the 12-12-12 gathering in Orlando with Panache
Desai, Jennifer McLean and Rikka Zimmerman. There are no words to
describe what transpired but I am willing to try so you will get
a visceral feeling as you were included. I carried you with me
to this transformational workshop so I KNOW that you received all
that I did although you had no worldly awareness as I believe I
neglected to tell you that I included you in all the activities and
activations. I asked your permission telepathically because no one
even God, can go against the gift He/She gave you. The Gift of Free
Will. If you do not resonate then you did not give permission and so
were not affected in any way.
The flight and all that occurs in getting to another physical place
by air went very well, I was taken care very well. Whenever I needed
some help, there was always someone who stepped up. Since I have a
knee that doesn’t like to walk any distance, I had chosen wheel chair
service. That is quite another perspective to being independent and
free to move about on your own. Even at the last, a porter stepped
up and not only pushed my chair to get my luggage but also pushed
me, the chair and dragged two suitcases to the transportation booth
….all at the same time.
My roommate, Sonja was an angel from Sweden who was such a delight.
We seemed to be synchronized in the timing and what we wanted to do
as if we were twins. Friday was Panache and Jennifer, who were in
sync with each others antics and wisdom that flowed so easily between
them. We had a box lunch and soon after that, I felt so nauseous that
I left the room and headed for the bathroom. It was a good thing I
did, because whatever was in my stomach certainly did not want to
stay there. After this episode, I went up one floor in search of
help…I asked at the desk but they had nothing for nausea so I
went next door to the gift shop and was fortunate that they had some
Alka-Seltzer which I purchased. AS I signed the charge slip, I asked
her to hurry as I was being greeted with another urgent call to get to
the bathroom. Trying to find the ladies room with your hand over
your mouth is not a scenario that I wished to present to the onlookers.
I managed to find one just in time. After this time, I wanted to go
back down to the floor where the workshop was progressing but every
time I tried, I was forced to retreat back to the bathroom. This
went on for five more times. I finally made it to the bottom floor
but was unable to go into the meeting room so I stayed outside as
my stomach was still releasing. I could not go back to my room as
all of my stuff was still in the room where we gathered so I waited
until the end and made a mad dash to get my things, let my roommate
know where I was going and why. The ones around me had no idea why
I had suddenly bolted out of the room while Jennifer was still speaking.
On my way to my room when I was stopped by Izabella who graciously
did some energy work on me so that I would have the time to reach
the safety and comfort of my own room. Thank God, I reached it in
time and then laid down and took a nap. That part finally subsided.
The next day, I discovered a swelling under my chin and I had a huge
round bruise, I must have broken a blood vessel unknown to me.
Strangely, all of the time I was absent I did NOT feel like I was
missing any of the workshop? Normally I would be upset with myself
for being absent and missing some???? part of it. I was strangely
calm and even felt the vibration of the group, the ground in the
bathroom was vibrating and I could physically feel it.
The next day was the beginning of the two day workshop by Panache
although he had been with us since it began. My body decided to
expel what ever still remained so I spent that day releasing the
energy? that still remained but in the form of diarrhea. At least
I had more advanced warning and was able to make many trips to
the closest ladies room. YET….I still remained calm, not upset
at all, in fact, I remained in total peace with all of this. Strange???
I am telling you this only to let you know that if you were releasing
energy by exploding with fits of rage, sadness, tears, jealousy,
frustration, etc. that it was and is OK. Energy comes in many
forms and perhaps you were not only releasing some of your own pent-up
energy, you were releasing for the whole of humanity. Is this not
why we are here at this time? To help humanity release the old ways
and embrace the new way which is peace and coming from heart love
rather than mind control. Even Jennifer McLean experienced a
debilitating migraine headache.
There were 405 of us there in human form but know that with just me
bringing all of you (which most of you agreed to whether you consciously
knew it or not), the goal of 720 beings which is the magic number
that will tilt the scale of 7.2 billion people…the 100th monkey
effect. Can you just imagine how many of us light-workers were there
with all 405 beings in human form being the host for many more in
conscious agreement. WOW! Were we powerful! Thank you for being
part of this tremendous undertaking that we agreed to do at this
powerful time of the year.
I got to meet personally two of our young people who are the NEW
children of the Earth. What an honor it was and is. One young man
from Austria seemed to be confused as to what was going on. I noticed
the way he kept looking around the room as if he was seeing something
totally different than the rest of us. He was. He told me that he
did not have to listen with his ears and in fact did not “hear”. He
did not need to listen to the words or look at the presenter because
he “KNEW” what was being shared just by the energy that the being
was sharing.
All truths are surfacing as well as all the “secrets”. There
will be no need to lie as all will be seen for the lie that it is.
Children like this are very uncomfortable around people who wear
masks because what they say does not mesh with who they are.
The new children are confused, no wonder they act as they do. They
avoid people who are not willing to be who they are because they
only confuse these children who see through them thus creating
chaos and anxiety in them.
Another 16 year old girl who was there with her single mother just
blew me away. WE had a Love Affair night where those who chose
could share their gifts freely with each other. She came to me
for a “reading” and I was blown away by the depth of her and the
wisdom she shared with me although she never told me who she
really was. I know she is an Ancient One here in human form to
assist the world in its transition. She is so proud of her mother
who raised her alone and fought hard so that she would not be forced
onto drugs in order to conform. How many of our children who are
ADHD or have Autism are drugged because of the gifts they carry for
the world?
During these four days, we sang, cried, danced and once we even
all broke out into uncontrollable laughter for no reason. Laughter
is also as effective in releasing as crying or shouting…but a lot
more fun. We did nothing special and yet it was miraculous.
I am so grateful for the opportunity to meet so many beloveds, the
whole earth was represented as we came from all corners of the world.
Each with our own special gift just as the Magi did for the Christ
child. WE did it to bring the Crystalline Energy into ourselves
as we each are carrying the Christ in our soul and that is how Jesus
is coming back. He is already here, in each of us. Jesus came to
bring LOVE into the world and that is what we are each embodying and
sharing with ALL of humanity.
There are no words for what I experienced. My wish is that you were
on some level able to feel the release and the love that was shared
beyond measure. WE, all of us together, have responded to the call
and the world is a better place.
I expected to feel such emotion on 12-12-12 but now I realize that
it was just a date and that I had already done the 12-12-12 energies
so that yesterday for me was more like a normal day. No wonder I
was so frustrated as I was attempting to mold my experience to be
what everyone else said it would be. Well,my computer took care of
that as I was unable to physically connect with you, with Maureen
Moss’ celebration nor with Jennifer McLean’s.
Have you started your visions of the world YOU wish to live in or
to make your list? Remember you have until 12-21-12 to create those
SEEDS of how you wish your OWN world to look like. Plant them on
12-21-12 either by envisioning your seeds or by physically planting
your list. When the Spring Solstice comes in March, guess what
sprouts will show along with green grass and the the flowers?
YOUR SEEDS!!! If you don’t plant them, there is nothing to grow –
no growth will appear. Also remember, that when you plant seeds
deep into Mother Earth that you see no activity. There is a lot of
activity going on but you can’t physically see it. Be patient and
KNOW that all is coming to fruition. It has already begun.
This link kind of sums up what is going on.
http://www.soulsticerising.com/newsletter.asp?NID=126
Love and Light
Mary Grace
www.IAmMaryGrace.com
www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html
PO Box 403
Wales, MA 01081, USA
413-245-3977
