Beloved,
People ask why I don’t have air conditioning. I can find all kinds
of excuses but excuses are moot, we can all make them up very easily.
One of the biggest reasons is that usually we do not have as many
heat waves as this summer has presented. Yet, in my heart, I know
I would not go swimming in the lake unless I was really hot. If my
body is cool, I don’t need the water to cool me and once I get my
hair wet, I need to let it dry naturally which is a couple of hours
or it doesn’t look right. My lake water is so clean that I do not
need to wash my hair afterwards, my hair is clean and soft. Well,
this summer I have had many opportunities to go in the water, some-
times 2 and 3 times a day. I feel so good in the water that I can’t
understand why I do not go in often every day. For one, it is the
first chill when the water gets up to your waist. BRRR! When it is
this hot, the water is like bath water until you get much deeper. If
the temperature stays hot at night then the water does not cool down.
I don’t know if you know that I changed my name, both names. After
my second divorce, I called out to Jesus and said I want my OWN NAME.
I want to be ME!. So Jesus gave me the name Grace so I became
Helen Grace. I was thrilled, I didn’t even mind all the records
that I had to change. I felt like I was finally me. Two years
later, Mother Mary asked me to carry her name and I need to admit
I did not want to. Your first name, for a female, signifies more
of who you are than your last name. After three weeks of praying
and meditating, I finally decided that if I could not refuse Jesus
how could I refuse his Mother?
Of course, this was before I knew my future. We only take one step
at a time so we don’t know what the future will hold or specifically
why we are called to do a certain action. Twice today, I have been
asked about my name and as I was considering what to write you today.
I came across this article which I am including. During this week
I had an AHA moment when I suddenly realized that “Helen” was feeling
neglected and had questions for me. Has this ever happened to you
when an aspect of you or a past you like your inner child comes
to you? It is an eerie feeling but I felt honored that she felt
safe to correspond with me so I dedicated some time to “feeling”
her and responding to her feelings of inadequacy. She was sad
that I had felt that I needed to be someone else and had questions
as to why I did it. I told her that she was definitely still ME
but that Mary Grace was an aspect of me also. Perhaps like my
higher self or a larger “whole” of me that I was before I came to
Earth to be a human. She eventually felt loved and I told her that
she was still a big part of me and was with me no matter how I
evolved into another dimension. This article says it much better
that I could articulate so I will end with it so your memories
will come up for you also.
Love and Light
Mary Grace
www.IAmMaryGrace.com
www.TheWoundedChalice.com
http://www.waleson5.com/marygrace.html
PO Box 403
Wales, MA 01081, USA
413-245-3977